Rhedrx - I Am

I don’t wanna be saved
I don’t wanna be saved
I don’t think that I could make you understand me Anymore
Cuz neither does my family
I still make decisions that they don’t agree with
Like what I want or who I choose to be with
Who I fuck, who I share an STD with
Pouring out my skeletons like fuck it ima leak it
My life is no secret if it was I couldn’t keep it
& I don’t wish to go back I just wanted you to know that
I am a man
I make mistakes
Living my truth
I’m stuck in my ways, oh
Father forgive me
For what I have done
I think I’m sinning
Hasn’t everyone
I just need time
I just need space
I just need you
To just tell me the truth
When you look at my heart
Do you still see my face
Or is that not the case
Cuz I've made mistakes
Will I see the day
Memories erase
I am who I am
Oh I’m just A man
Why am I feeling guilty
I never been the clumsy type
But tonight ima spill tea
Feels like my ex thing did me filthy
But I’m the one that left
Damn real shit feel me
I am, what I aspire to be
It’s been 3 years since my last surgery
Try to body sculpt me
Don’t know what provoked me
& I don’t wish I could go back
I just wanted you to know that
I am a man
I make mistakes
Living my truth
I’m stuck in my ways oh
Father forgive me
For what I have done
I think I’m sinning
Hasn’t everyone
I just need time
I just need space
I just need you
To just tell me the truth
When you look at my heart
Do you still see my face
Or is that not the case
Cuz I've made mistakes
Will I see the day
Memories erase
I am who I am
Oh I’m just A man
Listen to me clearly
I could kiss myself
Cus speaking my mind
Makes me miss myself
Could you judge me for wanting bigger lips
Sometimes I feel lonely, sometimes I want a kiss
I need you to hold, escape into a bliss
I try to forget but I love to reminisce
Felt like I was drowning sunken into the abyss
Don’t wanna take it back,
I just wanted you to know that
I am a man
I make mistakes
Living my truth
I’m stuck in my ways oh
Father forgive me
For that I’ve done
I think I’m sinning
Hasn’t everyone

Written by:
Ryan Carrion

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