Shawn Clark - I CAN'T GO BACK

I can't go back
This all I have if I fail
I'm a bum on your street pitching sign
Doubtful nature
As I mature
I hope that I can gain better grasp of my mind
I'm so up and down
Don't want you around but I'm lonely
No really it doesn't make sense
I try to be mindful
But my mindful of what ifs well
What if I'm never present?
Then what's the point?
Two hits of joint
It never helps but gives some relief for the moment
Two drinks of brew
Tomorrow is new so my friend me and you
We can sin until the morning
Thinking of God
Isn't it odd
That you probably will sit there assuming I'm Christian?
Maybe I am
Even so
Can't we love god without having to love a religion?
I like to know
It makes me go
Maybe that's why I always have struggled with faith
I need answers
I need comfort
Maybe spiritual health ain't easy as I think
Working on me
But that's the thing
I would rather be working on making some love
Let's fuck the convo
We both don't want no more
Let's skip to part where you die in my arms
Lustful nature
As I look at her I don't know what I want
But I know that I want
Sexualization
How I'm created but
I'm changing everyday I grow with time
I want some fuck
Being a slut but an introvert not so good a combination
Maybe it's pride
In a man's eyes getting pussy is prize
Man I'm just contemplating
I can't go back
If I can't rap it's a wrap take my life
G-O-A-T
What I think of me
What they think of me not a concern
They can die
Loving nature
I pray this Earth can know peace before humans are fertilizer
I pray for you, murderers too, rapists
The truth they deserve a prayer
I really don't hate
Genders and race don't conflict me
We all more alike than we different
And we all got vices
Just look inside
It's not fair to have hate when we all been forgiven
I'm loving not friendly
A smile not tempting but
I'd probably die for you if you ask me
My spirit is kind
I'm one of a kind
Sometimes I really think I might be G-O-D
I do want the fame
I know it sounds vain but
I don't wanna go out without being known
Chip on my shoulder, more like a boulder
You doubt me that's one more mistake that you own
Arrogant nature
If I'm a failure
I'm failing the hardest that you've ever seen
I only want major
I only want greatest
My ego is hungry ask God to redeem
My biggest fear that I adhere
And my mindset a product of what you tell me
One grain of salt
Two trains of thought don't make sense
When the options are infinity
So black and white
We categorize everything
Everybody must fit in a box
It's all yes or no
Just say you don't know
It's okay you don't gotta know everything dawg
I had it backwards
Looking for answers before I even had the questions to ask
Now I don't care
Answers in air
It's debatable life doesn't play like a class
Answers do cost
What you gain from loss is so priceless
God's petty and life's bittersweet
We can't go back

Written by:
Shawn Clark

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