Joseph Nobody - I Can Change

No one knows what goes on
Up inside my head
There's a new kind of poison
And it's starting to spread
But I didn't know the antidote
Was in my head
I can change my plans
I can change my plans

Midnight blessings
A new day started
Blue skies, sunrise
Illuminate the darkness
I love life, I'm praying everyday
I make the hardest decisions look beautiful I spark this to
Show you my beautiful addiction to the greatness
The faith and the patients I wait
Every day for this 8th
Just to take to the face
And erase what I think
But everyday I don't drink
Is a great day I think
If I can then I will but
If you can't then I won't
Aa think no less of you
Know I won't pressure you
I'd much rather let you decide for yourself what is best for your health
And your personal wealth
Cuz I'm a slave to myself
So if you ever need help
Lift your head up and ask your reflection whatever the Questions you have
Cuz that's all that you have
When you don't have a choice
When your parents are gone
And you don't hear their voice anymore

No one knows what goes on
Up inside my head
There's a new kind of poison
And it's starting to spread
But I didn't know the antidote
Was in my head
I can change my plans
I can change my plans

If this is poison that is in my veins
I think I'll have another dose of me
I like the way my pain feel
I struggle more than most can see
But at least I know my chains real and every link is Holding me together
Like some chainmail, I'm solid
My flesh is my armor
My scars are reminders
Of times that I've shined in the dark
Like a star in the sky
I'm an artist inside my emotions
I flex like a model
I'm not but I ought to be
Bottling up and distributing potions
Of spiritual growth to these kids
Selling dope to their parents
Exploiting their pain
Just to show them Who cares
Cuz they know they won't change
So they show them
Explain that s*** thoroughly
Just what you get
When the dots are connected
A picture me perfectly
Knowing I'm fine by my lonely
I'm only the greatest to know me
If only you knew

No one knows what goes on
Up inside my head
There's a new kind of poison
And it's starting to spread
But I didn't know the antidote
Was in my head
I can change my plans
I can change my plans

I tried to find my reflection on the glass
But all I ever sought
Where the things I lacked
All the smudges on the mirror
Made me go insane
All I ever thought I was was a mistake

Written by:
Joseph Young

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