decem9er! - i'll lay indiana to rest if it's the last goddamn thing i do

I've been stuck inside my head again
And i need someone here to call a friend
I don't want to think about her
But i can't help the awful things still haunting me
I got all these things to say to you
And maybe i will finally tell the truth
How you're way too fucking selfish
And you don't think about how you've been hurting me
I'll never regret any of the time that we spent together
Sometimes i still think about our late night walmart runs fueled by red bull
And how nothing mattered but us back then
I know you're gone and i know you're never coming back but
Fuck, you're hurting me
I said that maybe i like feeling nothing
We sat on the couch while our shoulders were touching
I only have love for the ones who ignore me
I only feel something when nothings important
I write all these songs about you and i'm sorry
That you'll never hear them cause you said you're done with me
Gave you my heart but you tossed it like garbage
And i never loved you the way that i do in this moment
I thought that we were forever
But now we're just under
The weather
And never
Together
I wish things were better between us but
Our lights faded and everything dimmed
We lost track of time and i lost track of you
I hope you're doing ok
Cause i'm not

Written by:
Corey Collins

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