bnichxls - I Hope Things Improve (Intro)

I hope things get better
I hope things improve
Cause I'm haunted by all the paintings filling up my room
I really can't lose this amazing thing we had
And if things never improve, things gonna get real bad
Cause I been crying so much, it's hard to admit
I broke down in front of dad, man I took a hit
You're like a drug and I overdosed
Now I'm bed-ridden, living like a ghost
My soul left my body when you left me
What do I gotta do to make you see
Baby I can not stop overthinking everything
We was literally just talkin' bout your wedding ring
Smoke coming out my ears, brain on overdrive
If I don't stop soon, I don't think ima be alive
Taking care of everything, changed overnight for you
I been in a dark place, but I can see the light, it's you
All of my issues, every last one
No more, zip, zada, gone
I can barely cope with all this pain you left me with
Pretty sure my heart is cursed and I don't that's a myth
Been using up a lot of gas, driving 'round town
Nearly flooded my car with tears, just about drowned
Every time I stop and let myself think about you
It becomes too much, and the tears I can't see through
Feels like an eternity, since you said the words that hurt me
Days have turned to years, so this week has been a century
It's so unfair what I've had to endure
Our love was so amazing, our love was so pure
We had a couple issues that we did not communicate
Then you wanted to call it quits, and I didn't wanna separate
We had a couple issues that we did not communicate
Then you wanted to call it quits, and I didn't wanna separate
(No, I didn't wanna separate)
(No, I didn't wanna separate)
I never wanted this to end, now I just wanna try again
Waiting on that phone to ring so I can tell you how I been
I know that ain't happening any time soon
So I guess writing these songs is all that I can do
I got so many things to say, please just listen
My brain has turned my whole life into a prison
I'll explain everything just don't turn away
Tell you how I been feeling, since that fateful day
I told you I been working on myself
Dealing with my emotions
Anger been on ice, but it's too hot, it won't stay frozen
Angry at myself, now I'm dealing with regret
Angry at you, cause you left my world a wreck
Angry at God, gonna expand on that
Heart full of pain when I start to get a flashback

Written by:
Brennen Nichols

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