In Silence - Why Am I Like This?

I have those good friends
And fought the good fight
I've seen some great things
And have a great life
So I don't know why I'm rarely smiling
I have those good days
And give the good vibes
I have a huge heart and even though I try
I'm always struggling
Is it just me
I don't know
As I fall far below this poverty line
Everyone says that I'll be fine
But I just don't believe them
Can you blame me
You said that we're on our own
I knew just what you meant
As I held you you were crying
Saying words I now forget
In these moments
It's so easy to believe we'll never get it right
But these moments don't define us
How we cope defines our lives
Well I know they say it's all going to get better
Even more so if we do it together
But I don't know, sometimes I close my eyes
And those sunny skies just fade to grey
And I just think, we're all going to die some day so what the hell
Well i hate to be the pessimist
In every situation that I'm ever in
But I always am now
And I don't like it but life made me like this
And I'm so jaded I'm so jaded
Is it just me
Am I cursed
Forced to live to always work
The institution finds us useless if we don't
Im a loser now and I always will be baby
Sometimes I wanna run run run away
I wanna run run run away
I wanna run run run away
From all the problems that I'm facing
You said we were on our own
I knew just what you meant
As I held you, you were crying out
Saying words that I now forget
In these moments
It's so easy to believe we'll never get it right
But these moments don't define us
How we cope defines our lives
We're not broken we're just broken hearted

Written by:
Chase Wood

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