Macona - IED (feat. TillaClay)

Everything around me closing in
I swear that I can't feel at all
You said that you'd be there for me but you didn't even bother to call
So now
I'm anxious
Tryna live life but you make me wanna hate this
Running out of time I just need a little patience
I wanna rewind everyday don't wanna face it
I don't wanna face it
I'm closing my eyelids
You don't need to talk be silent
Cause you don't even know that I'm trying
All my thoughts went blank in hiding
And I'm not lying
I don't wanna fail but I never wanna try again
If I started breaking down I bet you wouldn't fight for him
I'm a problem child ain't nobody seem to like that
What you got to sell I prolly wouldn't ever buy that
On and on in my headspace, deadweight
Don't you try to talk now, it's too late
You gon' prolly sit and sip your kool-aid
I can't believe I thought you were my soulmate
You post all the time but leave me out the update
Like where is my heart I don't know where to locate
Your soul needs a home but that's what I can't donate
Say it's all in my head but I know it's not fake
I got real issues but I don't break
Everybody's saying that it's too late
All these voices inside they drive me crazy
Chasing after lost time now
I'm anxious
Tryna live life but you make me wanna hate this
Running out of time I just need a little patience
I wanna rewind everyday don't wanna face it
I don't wanna face it
I'm closing my eyelids
You don't need to talk be silent
Cause you don't even know that I'm trying
All my thoughts went blank in hiding
And I'm not lying
Let me tell you what the next step is
(What it is, what it is)
Let me ice our your wrist just a little
Don't feel connection then split it down the middle
You just wanna use me
I provide all that you need
And you wanna make my heart bleed
You wanna wear me like some SB's
You're like can I get the check please, next
You introduced me to your friends
So you can get 'em on payroll
See how much that gon' pay for
Before you have to give it up
Saw it from the start so I cut it off
I fall for it every time I come back to you
You were blessed with all those bills it's automatic to you
Everyone know I tried for you
I'm anxious
Tryna live life but you make me wanna hate this
Running out of time I just need a little patience
I wanna rewind everyday don't wanna face it
I don't wanna face it
I'm closing my eyelids
You don't need to talk be silent
Cause you don't even know that I'm trying
All my thoughts went blank in hiding
And I'm not lying
I don't know what's wrong with me
Crippling anxiety
Tripping over IEDs
Everybody move back
I don't know what's wrong with me
Crippling anxiety
Tripping over IEDs
Everybody move back

Written by:
Michael Rodas, Peyton Reid

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