Jūyō - IDENTITY

Killing myself tryna get to you
Did I ever mean shit to you
You just disposed of me
We were supposed to be
Everything I woulda did for you

Lately I don't know
I been in my head like it's a domino
I been so confused about my inner thoughts
I been so abused I been conditioned
Tranquility fighting to imbue its overwritten

Living inside my delusions is better than knowing what you really feeling
I'm sorry if I'm a nuisance
I don't know how to go about my healing

You said you don't got respect for me
Does that mean you ain't gon check on me
I don't know how to be me without you
You apart of my identity

Tryna break up my identity
Because of my infidelity
Coming to terms with the hell in me
I'm nothing to you but you everything to me
Goin from trip to trip tryna stay grounded
Everything I did to you did you count it

I didn't
It's been killing me I live with the visions
Understanding what it is what it isn't
Tryna play it with the cards I've been given
Dying inside everyday I ain't livin

Picking me up
I can't stay down low too long
I know
This ain't enough
What am I doin
Aimlessly movin
No sense of direction
Hate that I go through this to learn my lesson
Implement mindset to go to the next one
Been suffocating so long need a breath of fresh air
And I wish that you cared
And I wish that I didn't
And I wish that I didn't
need a breath of fresh air

Living inside my delusions is better than knowing what you really feeling
I'm sorry if I'm a nuisance
I don't know how to go about my healing

You said you don't got respect for me
Does that mean you ain't gon check on me
I don't know how to be me without you
You apart of my identity

You made me the villain
Why would I dispute
You already did it
I don't like this feelin
You gotta get out cause I gotta feel it
I'm building
Expressing myself for the clarity
A feeling of rarity
Ended with disparity
You messin with me
Cause of the problem I guess it was me
Walk a long road it's the end of the street
D told me I gotta accept defeat
I do not know how to do it
It's crazy to think that I blew it
Like blowin this weed make me see the nonsense that you pullin
You booted
Like losing you ain't really losin
A dub
I do not care what you doin

Living inside my delusions is better than knowing what you really feeling
I'm sorry if I'm a nuisance
I don't know how to go about my healing

You said you don't got respect for me
Does that mean you ain't gon check on me
I don't know how to be me without you
You apart of my identity

Written by:
Connie Herbin IV

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