Mes - idk

I don't know, it's like I'm a mixed ball of emotions, and even though I've been really consistent
sometimes I'll take a step back and look at the world, and I'm just like, damn
I'm not sure what I'm trying to say
Can't find the words to show how I feel
Some days it's bright and some days it rains
Emotions change like the weather do
I'm feeling high
I'm feeling low
When will it end?
Nobody knows
Hardly happy, always pissed
It's exhausting to exist in the world that we all know
(world that we all know)
Yeah, I'm tired of the bullshit pouring out of all these mouths
Yeah
Just tryna live my life without people tryna tear me down
Yeah
And I'm sick to my stomach with the bills that they're tryna to pass
Yeah
We've got kids getting shot, but they're worried about banning drag
(Okay, okay, okay)
The world's fucked up
Can't believe I used to be a suck up
Now I don't really care if you like me
It's okay if you think that I'm closed off
But I'm not, I'm just picky
Time is precious, so is energy
I give it to those that I love because they're real and I know I can trust them with my life
And though it doesn't change much
I can say little things that don't mean much
And on the hard days when I struggle
I count on them they'll be there on the double
Yeah, life's weird
Like a fast car you can't steer
No promises on a tomorrow it's better to live it without any fears, you know
I'm not sure what I'm trying to say
Can't find the words to show how I feel
Some days it's bright and some days it rains
Emotions change like the weather do
I'm feeling high
I'm feeling low
When will it end?
Nobody knows
Hardly happy, always pissed
It's exhausting to exist in the world that we all know
(world that we all know)
Maybe I'll get high
Maybe I'll get drunk
Maybe I'll go out
Go dancing at the club
Cause nothing really matters, does it
I feel like I don't matter, fuck it
Cause nothing really matters, does it
At the end of the day, life is too short and the world is too sad for you to be living it for anybody but yourself
And that's what I live by

Written by:
Molly Suess

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