Nowhere, Is Home - If This Makes You Sad, I'm Not Sorry

You're gone
And it won't take long
Before I follow along
I wake up from another rose colored dream
I wishing I could make you feel something
But I'm left here feeling like nothing
I see you from time to time
Only hoping that someday you'll be mine
Walls are caving in
Feeling so hollow
Maybe I'll wallow
Now you're gone
Maybe I'm gone too

Maybe I just need a little more time
I just want to open up and feel better
But when I think about the future
I feel sick to my stomach
My colors start to fade
So I hope I'll live to see another day
I just miss the sound of your voice
But now you're just a thought that I have to block out
I've gone insane
From feeling all this pain
You flood my head with thoughts of so what
Making me feel so fucked up
Making me think the contents of my head would make a great Jackson Pollock painting
Trust is just a word until you commit actions to it
I've become a dry rose that you once held, full of life
I just want to start over and find myself again
My face has become more pail and frail than these white walls
Once full of our pictures and life
Now empty and drained of anything and everything that once gave me happiness
I've pegged myself as a borish person
With nothing to offer someone else, to make them want to stay
I just stare into my mirror, paralyzed at the person that stares back
I'm trying to learn to live for myself again
All these demons in my head won't stop scheming
Perched up on my shoulder eyes faintly gleaming
What am I to do
Where am I to go
I simply don't know

Written by:
Xavier Uriarte

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