M.I.C Mafia!!! - If I Die Tonight

Swear to God if I died tonight
I'd be gone righteous with the goddess light
I ain't perfect but I want what's right
Morals are split never up in sync
But I believe it's bc of natural instinct
That I bring everything but the kitchen sink
That shit you be talkin stinks
That why I'm lighting this aroma
Rather put my mind in accoma
Then spread disease like it's ebola
You can't even afford a Motorola
Pulling up in the Toyota your Gramps gave ya
Tired of these sore losers feeling like there owed some fin money
It's easy enough to make it if you assert yourself
You practically act like you would hurt yourself
Took me awhile to realize I was a problem child
Thought I was doing something to make my mama proud
Didnt even see the bigger picture having above the bedroom fixture
I was lost in the mixture
Of insanity
I told god give it back that my sanctity
He wasn't hearing nothing
Then I realized it was within myself to become something
The path is in our hearts we just gotta use it our minds to tell it and form it apart
Ahhh A thought is so powerful to be positive so you can relish the good and not the bad
You hang on to the small pleasures bc that's all you ever had
And the huge ones don't feel right until the end

I sit here and dream if you were here
How would It be
Would I be in an IV league school riding on that scholarship
Wit a degree
Would my Dad have kept faith in me
And not the free bird basin in the tree
Dolla signs is all they see
Sometimes i do too (I'm blin
It's ironic but its how they make us live
I rather spend time with my wife and kids
I spend my days away trying to get this pay
Just to go home and have my son say
Daddy please don't go away
I look within myself to find the answers but the solution never stays
I took a different path but I'm Making it count
Externally I go hard on the inside everyone is soft
You can put that Teflon on but does it make you a boss
Or just slightly protected
One shot to the head from a hater and that Teflon been neglected
Blood spattered
No longer mind over matter
Just another fucking world tradegy
Influence is what got you killed
It's a fucked up thing but it's what really real
They no longer care how you used to feel
The blood has been spilled
At least you still have your legacy right?
What about your baby girl
She thought daddy would protect her through the world?
Show her the way to fame
That woman took your last name
And now your no longer in the game
That's why on this rap shit I'm stay in my own lane

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