MJ the Artist - If Only

If only you knew
What was on my mind
I know you would question
If I'm feeling alright

Liquor got me heavy
Pop these pills to keep me going
Slurring all my words
These demons always take advantage

Lost my mind and my soul
I can't feel nothing at all
Who to call I'm all alone
S.O.S I need some help

So faded all the time
Only way to clear my head
Pop another pill
To kill these suicidal thoughts

Lost boy save my soul
This Hearts on ice
So I poured me up a fo

Exhaustion's,killing me
Drink away my days
Just I can't feel no pain

If only you knew
What was on my mind
I know you would question
If I'm feeling alright

Liquor got me heavy
Take these drugs to keep me going
Slurring all my words
These demons always take advantage

My minds in constant motion
Endless thoughts, so hard to focus

Point out the imperfections
All my flaws they leave me restless

Look deep in to the mirror
See someone I'm not impressed with

Reminded everyday
Just how fucked up I can be

Such a loner
In cold ass fucking world

It's full of snakes
Can't trust nobody but my girl

Even still
My life is in a whirl
Go through constant shit
Feel like I'm going explode

If only you knew
What was on my mind
I know you would question
If I'm feeling alright

Liquor got me heavy
Pop these pills to keep me going
Slurring all my words
These demons always take advantage

Written by:
MATTHEW JAMES COLEMAN

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