Delusional Steven - If That Was Just a Picture

Every day I think about the way I looked at your face as you neared the end
Think about the fact I'll never see you again
All your friends were crying, including me
Even people you'd never thought to see
Arrive and be
There for your sanctuary
Now that I keep living on, times are getting scary
Death is calling my name every day
I'm thinking about recording a whole album for when I die, I'm sorry that's something I need to say
I think about your face every now and then
Well, every day that is, tears are here again
It won't stop raining here
I don't know about you, how's the weather there?
I'll keep shedding this tear
I hope you know I care
I hate to plagiarize, but I love you now and it doesn't matter
My music keeps getting sadder
How's this possible?
You were only 17
I wish I could've seen
How you felt
You're my best friend, and I couldn't help
I'm sorry, and I know it doesn't matter now
I tried to always be there, please come back to town
I miss having you around
If the thing above my bed was just a picture
Life would probably be much simpler
Deaths a strong word, when I see you all the time
I'll never hear or see you in real time again, I hope you're doing fine
I know you're somewhere else and finally happy
I'm falling to the ground, please help me up
I keep seeing you all the time, and I get stuck
Over and over again in this rut
You taught me how to play basketball and always told me to do me
I wish I would've always listened to you, now look at me and see
I hope you're proud of me
Because I'm proud of you
I didn't know about all the life's you touched
Even before your death, but I wasnt surprised
You were always looking for someone's smile
Even mine there for awhile
Every time I'm down, you make sure I'm happy now
We're very similar, because I always keep a smile on in other places
I'm just like you, I don't want people to be unhappy, even if I don't know all the faces
People should try to be like you
Every time I seen you, you always had a smile on too
And now that I look back at it all, it makes sense
I love you man, that's always how this ends

Written by:
Steven Nesser

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