E-Phoenix - In my head

Yow, check it
As I sit and wonder, what possibly went wrong
I get all the mixed emotions
And I know, I'm through the motions right now
Not aware of all the pain that I'm causing
Rain I thought wasn't pouring
Used All my power, and I flawed it still
It's like the harder that I tried
To get my shit straight
Ended up just screwing things up
And dealt a bad hand
I'm sad
Thinking bout how much, my heart misses you
Can't say anything to you, cause you have told yourself that you good now
Said that you don't need me now
You didn't give me solace to say that
I'm sorry love
I didn't mean to cheat on you
Didn't mean to hurt you
How could you move on this quick
It's like you never cherished us
The memories the promises
The good mornings and kisses
The morning sex the dinner dates
The neverending phone texts
I'm sad, cause I keep thinking about you, but at the same time
I'm thinking this all in my head
I know that I did you wrong
And now I'm writing you this song
To tell you that I'm sorry
And I didn't mean to do you wrong
Told that I shouldn't tell you this But
I mean well well well well well
Well
I mean well well well well well well
Well well
Trust me when I tell you that, I just wanna go fix it
Trust me when I tell you that
I just wanna go fix it cause
It all gets to me, as I sit down in disbelief
Thinking bout how this shit here
Is just affecting me
It's sickening am weakening
And I need help
They say beginnings aren't that easy
But I still need help
And at some point after the breakup
I thought maybe I need therapy
Waited in reception, for this shady looking therapist
She met me
Straight after the Greeting
I was decimated
Emotionally and mentally incarcerated
And I waited, for questions that were coming up my way
Like a final exam, I never studied for
I prayed
Inhaled exhaled she said
Nigga just relax
Nervous like a drug addict
About to go to rehab, but I couldn't
Cause I kept thinking about her
And the good times
That we had shared yow
I know that I did you wrong
And now I'm writing you this song
To tell you that I'm sorry
And I didn't mean to do you wrong
Told that I shouldn't tell you this But
I mean well well well well well well
I mean well well well well well well
Well well

Written by:
Nkateko Hlekani

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