kang - insomnia

Yet another night of sitting straight up in bed and never closing my eyes and never resting
my head
It's not that I don't want to sleep
In fact I dread the thought of seeing the sun come up
My eyes are red, and the coffee that's in my cup isn't helping at all
And I'm looking at my phone, expecting a call from my brain
Telling me to take a second to fall asleep
Cause I'm as tired as an elephant's tall, but it's a habit
I never dim the light in the attic, and I'm wired as a cocaine addict
And I'm mad at the fact that my thoughts keep walking like an AT-AT
But that's my luck, like I've been passing a black cat
And that's that
I guess the cycle will never break
Unless I find a better way, but I hesitate
I meditate so I can clear my mind up
It's useless
So I'm thinking why, oh why

What's wrong with me?
Why can't I fall asleep?
It keeps haunting me
I know it's all I need

I been stuck in a loop
A fucking ugly truth
And I need something to do, cause it's killing me
Every single second I'm a second away from wrecking the day
By staying up all night and staring at the ceiling
We all got a lot of worries, and life is moving in such a hurry
Moving round like a snow storm flurry
Surely if the voices in my mind would quiet down
then I could find the time to lie down in silence now
But yet again, I'm just lying awake
Over and over
Making the same kind of mistake
Tryna change, but it seems so strange, cause I'm used to this life and the habit is violent to break
God help me, I feel so lost
And I'm measuring my life by the minutes on the clock as it's ticking
And I'm just sitting here wishing
That the demons don't get me

What's wrong with me?
Why can't I fall asleep?
It keeps haunting me
I know it's all I need

Written by:
Zachary Strohman

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