oxeandale - internet lover

I like you, internet lover, but I can't move to Oregon with you
Think you've confused me for another
And we both know I can't be that for you
I'm dead like heartstrings on a psychopath and it's why I can't marry anyone
At least that's what I like to tell myself 'cause I can't find a reason
A reason
No one in your city will want me anyways
It's familiar how the story always seems to stay
Everyone in town's getting tired of my foolery
It's crazy how quickly they choose to turn away
I know better than to fall for a mystery
All that you've written goes straight to the fire
I know better than to give you my misery
Taint your confessions with lack of desire
You're waiting for me at the airport
I'm hesitant but I still pick you up
My father's words ring like a siren
It's breaking me, my breath is quick
I'm terrified
These plans which you crafted without me
And now your disappointment's all that's left
But you knew as I loaded the gun
And i gave you a warning
A warning
No one in your city will want me anyways
It's familiar how the story always seems to stay
Everyone in town's getting tired of my foolery
It's crazy how quickly they choose to turn away
I know better than to fall for a mystery
All that you've written goes straight to the fire
I know better than to give you my misery
Taint your obsessions with lack of desire
I told you before you set fire to the woods, "I'm not ready"
And you told me, "Yes, you are"
I knew you'd steer me into oncoming traffic
You threw me the keys and said, "Get in the car"
I knew better but I helped you plan your escape
Set the forest to flames while you watched me with enamored eyes
Got the keys off the ground
I was looking around to find someone to bear witness to your heinous crimes
I turned on the ignition
My fingers were twitching
My smoke covered tears rolled off onto the wheel
90 miles on the dash
My pulse starting to crash
My heart was the one thing that you couldn't steal
My heart was the one thing that you couldn't steal

Written by:
Jese Aguilar

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