Julez Xavier - Introverted Extrovert

I been swimming with the sharks
But been riding in a boat
Trying not to take it hard
But I'm learning how to float
Gotta know who I am
Can I keep up with the divers
Making something out of nothing
Call me Xavier McGuyver
I been looking at the walls
Thinking bout what Granddad said
Go around and bust right through it
All that's playing in my head
As I learn just what I am
Introverted extrovert
Hoping for the best but best believe I'll still expect the worst

Staying ready I ain't getting ready
Days is darkening them cloud is feeling super heavy
Uber heavy cop an Uber to the promised land
Worried bout the wrong things do she got a mans
Need to tighten up some screws is loosened in my head
Catching yeast infections tryna make it to the bread
But fuck a dollar and the power I don't wanna trip
Angels singing like Miguel if I lose my grip
And I don't wanna go to Hell Cali's plenty torch
All this isolation turned me to a Xenomorph
Not no alien I don't need no life jacket
Jumping in with a net and I'm bringing back salmon

So now I'm jumping of the boat
Trying to take it easy
Cuz I'm learning how to float
Gotta know who I am
Can I keep up with the divers
Just another lost at sea
Or will I be a sole survivor
I been staring at the walls
Thinking bout what Granddad said
Go around and bust right through em
All that's blaring in my head
As I learn just what I am
Introverted extrovert
Hoping for the best but best believe I'll still expect the worst

Fuck a verse
No this ain't no song
This my fuckin life
Reminisce on days
Was scared my brother would get fucking life
Nothing nice
I would study up and stay up out the way
But it ain't that easy
When my people started making plays
Fuck a game
Trust ain't nothing but a name
You know it's facts
All these hidden talents
People suffer when I'm holding back
Now I'm in my room
Still taking calls off of Zoom
Just listening to my tunes
Duck depression dip the gloom uh
Duck depression dip the gloom
Felling isolated when I'm cooped up in my room
Rather ride a coupe than be cooped up like a goon
Better days best be coming soon

I been I been I been
Swimming with the sharks
Glass bottom on the boat
Swashbucklers jumped aboard
And put a pistol to my throat
Told me jump and if I choke
Then I'm swimming with the fishes
Least this way I get a chance
Better than them digging ditches
Smoking Swishers out the pack
Black and Mild's to the face
Whole time asthma acting up
I'm adding to my fate
Peep my eyes and see my face
Introverted Extrovert
Hoping for the best but first
I guess I must address the worst

Written by:
Julian Green

Publisher:
Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid

Lyrics powered by Lyric Find