Avenue - Is This Love or Dependency?

(What happened to us?)

You told me that you can't go on this way
You've been through so much, that it'll never be the same
Scared to relive all the pain
Scared
You said

I got a friend who saw you in the club (what?)
With your supposed friend, dancing close and giving hugs (nah, nah, nah, nah)
Her arms around your neck, you both were falling in (love)
Your other friends, watching even they could tell what's up
You can't tell me in that moment
That you thought once about us (yes I did)
You wonder why I get so paranoid
Been betrayed so many times, and now I learn about this
Ain't no paranoia
I guess I couldn't see the rain, pouring through the sun
Ah

When you're not here, who you with?
It's a mystery
Laying in bed in my misery
I cannot get no sleep
Wonder if you really live with me
When you get home, well it's bittersweet
Why don't you finish me, tell me you cheated?
Break me into like a million pieces
Knock me down onto the floor till I'm bleeding (hey calm down)
And leave me to die for no reason
What the fuck?

You're acting like you want me to mess up
Like you tryna find excuses
Just to tell me that we're done (oh, fuck off)
Following my every move
You got the nerve to say you trust
Remind me who still had a couple when we first hooked up
And you know my friend in question knows about you
Yeah we're close, we hadn't seen each other in months
But you know that my apartment isn't home without you
And when it really comes down to who I love
Girl you're the one
I'm not your ex, I never cheated
I never hurt you, can't you see it?
Every time we have a fight or disagreement
Girl your jealousy's the reason
Can't you see it?
I just need to know
Why the fuck you're worried sick like this
'Cause I can't see it
No I can't see it at all
No I can't see it at all
(Been through so much, that it'll never be the same
Scared to relive all the pain
Scared)

I'm just scared your hoes will get to your head
And you'll turn against me
Remember when I met 'em?
You saw it, they ain't respect me
What is this, peer pressure?
This ain't high school (I don't mean it like that)
How they gonna convince me shit, like it's a drug I might do
You're the love of my life, I don't just like you
See that's the reason for it all
You're my whole life too
Nah that's the thing, you need to have your own life too
Is this love, or dependency?
Make the right move
I feel myself becoming less of a priority
You'd rather be out with your friends and other hoes
When we were first together
Know you always wanted more of me
So is this love, or just comfort?
Please let me know

Used to look into each other's eyes
So long we saw our souls
Used to have a fire so bright
It feels expired now we're cold
And it's all the little things, that raises the biggest question
Is this love, or are we just dependent?
I understand

Written by:
Tristan Raveneau

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