Luyanda Mngadi - Jan 15th 2020
I made it to Matric
I did it with no assist
But now I'm dyin' inside
She left me in the abyss
I said "I'm dyin' inside"
I'm dyin' inside
I'm dyin' inside
I said "I'm dyin' inside"
I'm dyin' inside
I'm dyin' inside
I made it to
I was stressed like crazy (huh huh)
I used to fail a lot
Man it wasn't easy at all
I used to play a lot
And had to stop
Had change to my ways
Started putting in the work
Started doing this and that
I was stressed and I couldn't sleep at night
Bro guess what
And everything changed
Everything changed in 12th grade I started doing good
Everybody surprised I can't believe that this is you
Huh huh if you doubted me it's cool
Trust me hard work and patience is your best tool
All you have to do is just change your mindset
Quite complaining and start putting in the work
(Start putting in the)
Start putting in the work (oooowo)
I made it to Matric
I did it with no assist
But now I'm dyin' inside
She left me in the abyss
I said "I'm dyin' inside"
I'm dyin' inside
I'm dyin' inside
I said "I'm dyin' inside"
I'm dyin' inside
I'm dyin' inside
I made it to Matric
I did it with no assist
But now I'm dyin' inside
She left me in the abyss
I said I'm dyin' inside
I'm dyin' inside
I'm dyin' inside.
I said "I'm dyin' inside"
I'm dyin' inside
I'm dyin' inside
I made it to
Matric!
I got into the grade with no assist
But now I'm drownin' in work in the abyss
Can you help, can you help, can you please assist?
Me talkin' to myself in the abyss
Will I fail, will I fail? That's nonsense
I'll pass, I'll prevail, it's all sense
That makes sense...
I'm losin' sleep with these expectations
Dear Lord I need a revelation
Baby girl we need segregation
I need time to focus on myself
I'm an award winner I should focus on that
Two awards in the bag
But I still have stress on my back
I want 3 A's in my Bachelor's Pass
Geo and Life Science, I gotta study both I'm amphibious
'Cause I work hard I'm an idiot?
I'm hated, I'm a pariah
But I'll make it, I'm survivor
You got hatred in your saliva
3 or more A's I'm no liar
Rest In Peace to big homie John
I still can't believe that he's really gone
I study hard and I stay prepared
When I got my marks this is what I said
Soul
I made it to Matric
I did it with no assist
But now I'm dyin' inside
She left me in the abyss
I said "I'm dyin' inside"
I'm dyin' inside
I'm dyin' inside
I said "I'm dyin' inside"
I'm dyin' inside
I'm dyin' inside
I made it to Matric
I did it with no assist
But now I'm dyin' inside
She left me in the abyss
I said I'm dyin' inside
I'm dyin' inside
I'm dyin' inside
I said "I'm dyin' inside"
I'm dyin' inside
I'm dyin' inside
I made it to
Matric!
I've been droppin' good songs and gettin' good marks
I lost 2 months but I had good thought
Get off my game? Boy I should not
Getting good marks, makin' me proud
Getting good marks, makin' me smile
Getting good marks, killin' my doubt
Getting good marks, thank you Pam
Stayed on my toes, held my hand
She gave me shine, gave me growth
Fed my mind, fed my soul
She told me "Boy you're not a joke"
She gave me signs, gave me hope
Will I fail? I know I won't
I said I know I won't
Even though I gotta study through Covid
Its hard but I'll stay on my motives
Focus on what's important
And not what's potent
'Cause I'm old now I got a future to build
The syllabus is a tsunami
I'm gettin' rich with no Bugatti
I let light in my mind, I'm a pupil
Matric this year has been brutal
I got conflict I'm feudal
But quittin' at this point would be stupid
'Cause!
I made it to Matric
I did it with no assist
But now I'm dyin' inside
She left me in the abyss
I said "I'm dyin' inside"
I'm dyin' inside
I'm dyin' inside
I said "I'm dyin' inside"
I'm dyin' inside
I'm dyin' inside
I made it to Matric
I did it with no assist
But now I'm dyin' inside
She left me in the abyss
I said "I'm dyin' inside"
I'm dyin' inside
I'm dyin' inside
I said I'm dyin' inside
I made it to
You can love me, you can hate me
You'll die tryin' to chase me
Do whatever you'll still never break me
'Cause
I made it to Matric
I did it with no assist
But now I'm dyin' inside
She left me in the abyss
I made it to Matric
I did it with no assist
But now I'm dyin' inside
She left me in the abyss
I said "I'm dyin' inside"
I'm dyin' inside
I'm dyin' inside
I said "I'm dyin' inside"
I'm dyin' inside
I'm dyin' inside
I made it to Matric
I did it with no assist
But now I'm dyin' inside
She left me in the abyss
I made it to Matric
I did it with no assist
But now I'm dyin' inside
She left me in the abyss
I said "I'm dyin' inside"
I'm dyin' inside
I'm dyin' inside
I said "I'm dyin' inside"
I'm dyin' inside
I'm dyin' inside
I made it to Matric
I did it with no assist
But now I'm dyin' inside
She left me in the abyss
I made it to
I made it to Matric
I made it to Matric
I made it to Matric
I made it to Matric
I made it to Matric
I made it to Matric
I made it to Matric
I made it to Matric
I made it to Matric
Written by:
Luwanda Ndimande, Luyanda Mngadi
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