B faith - JESSE

Trying to figure out
Why you're Not here
Yeah why you're not here
Tryna' finalize
All of these desperate tears
You were the closet thing to a dad And now your gone
If I had put you in Sometimes
That wouldn't had been enough
You deserve your own song

Feeling like I'm dragging myself Along
To get over this hill it might
Take me long
And I'm asking my self who's next
I'm feeling like this whole grief Things yeah it's a test

But I never expected it to be you
Making this beat on the low
Yeah feelin' kinda low
Remembering the conversations In my life you had sow
Praying to God will I ever get that Back

The of feeling of feeling like
I had a dad

Yeah

Maybe I'm grieving because
I didn't know you were leaving
Maybe I'm grieving because
I'm stuck you made me believe in

God alone in His rawest form
You made me realize that Forgiveness is the norm

I struggled to believe that he Deserved it and I asked you
Why would I
You said He gave us all grace for Our mistakes
Man
You were part of why I got saved And why I became awake
And everytime I saw you you told Me I'm always welcome to call Don't hesitate
You always told me that with my Life to live it
Is never late
To always love one another and Never hate
I can't believe this became fate

I know in my life forsure that you Were heaven sent
And I promise you to live my life To no end
I'll miss you Jesse
You were my dear friend

I know that he's truly in heaven
I know that for sure
He would always look up to the Sky God he adored
And I know up there you have a Big crown and a big reward

Knowing Jesse was an honor Because love was never something That he stopped pouring
He would tell you go chase your Dreams and make sure you never Stop souring
He would always tell me that mija Joy always comes in the morning
He would tell me to always speak My truth and to speak my grace And to never stop roaring
To never stop serving and Searching for the Kingdom
And to never give up on what you Got and what you want
I promise you that with my life
I won't be nonchalant

Jesse we will never forget you Your love and encouragement will Carry on

It sucks because I still had things to Say but maybe you knew
Closing thing to a dad
Now what do I do
Finding out a month later like
This is some news
I had to find out on social media Like this is out of the blew

Like wow
I'm just so surprised
In and out of weeping asking
God like why
Dec Cheron and now Jess
Feeling like a dagger went straight Through my chest

Man
Feeling like everyone around me is Droppin' like flies
And why is it always that the
Good ones have to die
Tryna put these questions to sleep Singin' a lullaby
Exhausted with the wonders Giving life a sigh

But I love how I'm still praising God with my lips
How I didn't just say forget it and Give in and quit

Being loyal to God rather switchin' Up
They asked me where do
I put my pride I said look up

Knowing Jesse was an honor Because love was never something That he stopped pouring
He would tell you go chase your dreams and make sure you never Stop soaring
He would always tell me that mija
Joy always comes in the morning
He would tell me to always speak
My truth and to speak my grace And to never stop roaring

To never stop serving and Searching for the Kingdom

Yeah
Looking back in my life
I know you impacted me
Looking back in my life man
You the one who surrounded me
God told you to help pull me out From under
Would I be the same person
Yeah that I wonder

Yeah

It's crazy cause
I know that I wouldn't be the same Person without you and
I know that I'm a different person Because of you
I know that God sent me
You
To my life
In my life
For a certain reason
And I'm just so thankful that

I got the opportunity to know you
And ta' spend time with you and to
Really know who God is
Because you were the person who Taught me that and

In every single person
That you impacted
Every single person that you saw
Every person that you Encountered you impacted them And I just
I just genuinely thank you Jesse Like

Thank you for everything
Thank you
The Eagle has landed

Written by:
Brooklin Faith

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