Delusional Steven - Jor

I know it doesn't matter, but I'm never not sober
Kept bawling everyday cause it was over
But we know how to just empty all the tears
Have a party for New Years, just to drink the night away
I got a joint in my car, we can share it on the way
Everybody wants you, I don't know what to say
They only lust you, I love you but you don't care anyway
By the night your a whore and in the morning I'm a fool
"Look at all your friends, I wish I was that cool"
And I know I'll never feel this way, about anyone else
Don't want to burn myself
But I can't take it anymore, I just want your help
The feelings you accumulate stay with you
Fuck every now and again I wish I wasn't a bitch too
You drove to my breaking point
Drugs were never a problem, are we gonna smoke this joint?
Keep me in your prayers, as I descend into my madness
You're all a bunch of players in my world, let me die with my sadness
So loving and caring, like how could you be mad at this?
I'll help you out if you love me through the doubt my love
Now take this money and get me something that will make me numb
At all costs I avoid the sun
The darkness makes me who I am
Just because you fall out of love, doesn't mean you can't fuck, damn
Let me love you till I mess it up
I wish I really didn't give a fuck
No ones sober at the end of love
I guess it really is that rough
Tryna love you till my heart grows cold
I just want it all to end, I'm feeling too old
Let me love you till I mess it up
Wish I didn't give a fuck
Just because you don't feel the way I used to
Just because I don't keep in touch, doesn't mean I'm not there
I know you don't care
I know you don't care
Let you go everyday
I said I let you go, everyday
These pieces of you that I keep
Can't keep living with me
I'm not, I said I'm not going to keep you here
I said I'm not gonna ever see you again
I'm not gonna feel you again
I don't want it all to end
Just because you don't feel the way I used to
Doesn't mean I don't care about you, now

Written by:
Steven Nesser

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