Metane - Jump (feat. RaOndria)

I think I'm overwhelmed
I'm facing challenges drastically that no one can tell
Well unless I tell it first, to make it worse, to pray for better you hope for hell
Afraid of success, 'cause the more you get it the more you fail
And I've been tired of failing
Tired of living a life that's suited but isn't tailored
Tired of seeing the doctor to get a different ailment and steady impaled with these needles
For all these samples to treat for something that's nameless, see indeed I've been
Running just to find a hustle to help my mother
Just want her comfortable, give a fuck if I get discovered
I only react in private for things that I seen in public
And repeat mistakes just not thinking of it
See I Just want to be a better son, a better brother, a mentor
And to be a better judge, better friend, an individual
With better luck, but I gotta bet on myself
Because that bet is enough, just hope I can bet on your love
I'm gonna jump
I'm gonna fall
Have a moment to cry
Then I'mma get up
Look up above
And get ready to fly
The world ain't been kind but damn I try
'Cause I got a voice that burns inside
To leave it all behind
Before I get carried away
Before I get carried away
I think I'm outta focus
It's been a minute since me the microphone have spoken
And then you noted, the bottle of potions is almost gone that I just had opened
was hopin' you didn't notice but happy you kept on pourin'
Damn My eyes are swollen, need therapy to guide my emotions
No bookings at the moment, but 5pm there's an opening
Before I know it I'm diagnosed with a new bipolar
And mixing these pills with all of this liquor while I'm in Nola
I'm not thinking straight, so many better decisions that I just didn't make
And when the Demons Penetrate my brain
I'm talking to 988, 'cause the ones around can't relate
When you pray to God for some sleep
But you wish you die when you wake
Wanted to be father, she got pregnant I was ecstatic
Could it be a daughter, against all the odds man we fought it
And then she went to the doctor, they told her that she had lost it
Something I didn't author but blamed for the cause
I'm gonna jump
I'm gonna fall
Have a moment to cry
Then I'mma get up
Look up above
And get ready to fly
The world ain't been kind but damn I try
'Cause I got a voice that burns inside
To leave it all behind
Before I get carried away
Before I get carried away
I think I'm feeling healed
But when you used to the trauma you think it isn't real
Or maybe my strength is growing around it , to used to these broken promises
'Cause all the pain is still in there, see I just wear it well
See how easy it is to not take credit for growth
You can fight the waves, but not if you stare at the boat
Gotta get in and row, with a Rhythm and flow
All its takes is one shot, think I been in this show
Shout Out to Millz for getting me back to Rap
He came straight through the crib, and played me all of my tracks
And thanks to my nigga Bird for always having my back
And bringing me to reality when I'm bout to relapse
Shout Out my lady keeping me far away that gun
Can't even begin to fathom the damage that may have done
Shout Out to Pun, Shout Out to Quan, Shout Out to Pod
For just for wanting these songs, Part of the reason we Won
I'm gonna jump
I'm gonna fall
Have a moment to cry
Then I'mma get up
Look up above
And get ready to fly
The world ain't been kind but damn I try
'Cause I got a voice that burns inside
To leave it all behind
Before I get carried away
Before I get carried away

Written by:
Ryan Watson

Publisher:
Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid

Lyrics powered by Lyric Find