Cash Flow - Just Like You

I hide the pain bout as well as my emotions
Mind is twisted like I drew it with convulsions
I keep to myself don't trust many persons
Cause last ones I did
Went against me like versus
So I vibe to the beat and spill it out in verses
The pain killin' me puts these drum patterns in hearses
An artist mind so deep and submersive
I understand why we turn to drugs and substance
Cause when you this scarred it's hard to trust love
A pill will never judge me
Weed might be loud but won't yell at me
And I forget I'm alone when I let the liquor pour
This my luck of the draw the way the dice roll
I don't tell yall this for your sympathy
I don't make music for you to pity me
Just let me hit the theater and watch the symphony
I'm my strongest enemy but also my best company
This just how I see things
Unpopular view
I might be popular
But I'm just like you
I go through shit
Hide it
And then deal with it
And go through something new
Yeah
I'm just like you
This just how I see things
Personal view
You might disagree or see it the same too
I'm empty inside but the bank account full
Social media to stunt but its myself I can't fool
This shit all distractions halting all my actions
This comfort zone shit will keep you from advancing
Hating my position but doing nothing to change it
Why the hell is it so easy to be complacent
Good things for those who wait
So I try to be patient
Better things for those that hustle
So I try to race shit
If you understand the concept you see why we stray quick
We get caught in the middle and decide to stay, sit
This life is a mission and it takes a toll
No need for an Ipass
Put those plans on hold
It sucks we don't get wise until we get old
Cause everything i learned, OG's already told
This just how I see things
Unpopular view
I might be popular
But I'm just like you
I go through shit
Hide it
And then deal with it
And go through something new
Yeah
I'm just like you
One look at me and you'd think I'm fine
You cant see the war that's raging in my mind
Maybe you can relate but this fight
Is one of a kind
Appreciate your concern but I don't see you at my side
Don't listen to reason despite all the reasons
Can't let go of my ego
So I can face my feelings
Refuse to face my demons so I can start healing
That's the cause and effect of this cycle that I'm living
All my wounds are self inflicted
Love and hate I'm self conflicted
Hoping God'll come and fix it
Do self pity got me addicted
If so how do I change
This emotional rage
That has me hating the world
For all the pain that it gave
Ever since I lost Millie
I never been the same
But is me saying that just shifting the blame?
If so how do I change the way my brain interprets pain?
So I can keep my baby at my side as I go thru each day
This just how I see things
Unpopular view
I might be popular
But I'm just like you
I go through shit
Hide it
And then deal with it
And go through something new
Yeah
I'm just like you

Written by:
Martin Maldonado

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