Freak of Mind - Kick Me

Turns out that you're not the person that I thought you were
Seeing all the signs but it just never did occur
That you would do this now and then just kick me to the curb
And everything we've been through goes away without a word
They always say to live and learn well I've just learned to burn
Mistakes I've made well maybe that's just it that is the curse
Or maybe it's from birth
It's just so hard to find some words that can describe this type of hurt
Inside my mind inside my heart
I'm far away
Someone take away my pain
I might crumble
Go insane
Lack of worth and now it rains
I don't wanna feel this way
Heavy heart and pointing blame
Such an evil lethal game
In the sand a single grain
Had I known just how it ended
I would leave and quit pretending
Never met you I'm offended
Introduced you to my friends and
Told my parents, you were pending
Seeming like heaven descended
Thinking
Thinking you I had a friend in
But
Turns out that you're not the person that I thought you were
Seeing all the signs but it just never did occur
That you would do this now and then just kick me to the curb
And everything we've been through goes away without a word
They always say to live and learn well I've just learned to burn
Mistakes I've made well maybe that's just it that is the curse
That you would do this now and then just kick me to the curb
And everything we've been through goes away without
The moment I had needed
Hole in my soul I am bleeding
All these times my mind is keeping
Do not want them need to leave them
Still I miss you for some reason
Mind is burning while I'm freezing
I'm so tired but not sleeping
Barely hungry hardly eating
But that's in the past
And I'm so attached
And I still can't grasp
When it fades it'll last
And I'll need to keep a mask
Must pretend that I am not so smashed
Sit with God
I'll need to pray
I'll need ask
Pick up my pieces made of glass
Don't leave these feeling in a place
Where I can reach
Where I can grasp
It must grow old
Not slow like grass
A painful shame that needs to pass
Some fuel on me you threw a match
I can't believe
How deep you scratch
I need something
To hold on to
Don't need a lot
Just need some glue
Let my mind rot
Not split in two
I just can't let me think of you
Ignore the things I know are true
See other colors than just blue
See other people than just you
Throw everything that makes me think of you
Turns out that you're not the person that I thought you were
Seeing all the signs but it just never did occur
That you would do this now and then just kick me to the curb
And everything we've been through, goes away without a word
Turns out that you're not the person that I thought you were
Seeing all the signs but it just never did occur
That you would do this now and then just kick me to the curb
And everything we've been through, goes away without a word
Turns out that you're not the person that I thought you were
Seeing all the signs but it just never did occur
That you would do this now and then just kick me to the curb
And everything we've been through, goes away without a

Written by:
Maxwell Rothschild

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