Gee $uade - Killed

By and by
All my dreams will soon disappear
I know not when
I know not why
Always
Walking the same path and I don't know where
No matter where I go I see my shadow is there so I
Just keep pushing don't give a fuck bout what I'm doing
I'll never tell you but just know that I be going through it
So don't ask about it when you see I'm looking sad
I'm really not I'm just formulating a plan
I gotta get the bag so ain't no need for conversation
Cause no matter what I do I am bringing home all the bacon
Don’t be mistaken every cent I earn I try and save it
To build a living space that goes and fits my occupation
The son of Satan trynna murder the population
Because I'm lost and I don't know which what that I am facing
Ima give it all I got and if you know me I will never stop
I got three mouths to feed and I know I make it look real easy
But you know that it is never as it seems uh
I guess I’ll never learn
No never never learn
I guess I’ll never learn
No never never learn
Lately
I have not been in my right mind
And to tell the truth I’m probably running out of time
But frankly I don’t even think that I give a fuck
Because I’m stuck inside a rut and I don’t know which way is up
I am drowning and anyone who’s ever been around me
Knows how hard it is to fake a smile when you feel like you’re dying
But with every breath I take I can’t help but wake and bake
I sit and concentrate and hope today is not like yesterday
I am shaking
But you know I have to continue on this path that I have taken even though my feet are aching
But I’ll never quit I could never be a stupid prick
Out here throwing hella cash just because he’s fucking rich
I’ll Get my pockets swollen for every time my car was stolen
I be going out and you'll never know what I be holding
It is all emotion when you just flowing through the motions like an ocean
I am tired of this life that I have chosen
I guess I’ll never learn
No never never learn
I guess I’ll never learn
No never never learn
I wanna die but I know it won’t solve nothing
So ima tough it out and hope that I create something
So much negativity built inside of me and honestly
I don’t even know who I am trying to be
I wanna see which part of me is gonna reign supreme
But as of nowI don’t even care to think
Don’t care to smell the roses when the winter turn to spring
So it seems I could never see the finer things
I got a lot of hate I don’t think it’ll go away
And when I wake up I don’t even wanna start the day
But I got obligations just like everybody else
So ima work this 9 to 5 and hope I do not kill myself
I am a menace to the world and everything you knew
I don’t mean to make you mad but ima tell the truth
I got a lot to say but nothing that you wanna hear
So i’ma stick it to myself and hope it disappears
I guess I’ll never learn
No never never learn
I guess I’ll never learn
No never never learn
I
By and by
All my dreams will soon disappear
I know not when
I know not why I

Written by:
Giovanny Nava

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