ECCNTRX - Kinderheim 511

It's awkward I can't find the words to say
I struggle trying to hide my hurt today
What if I went back to my grave
I'm not real so how could I be saved
I think I'll just get so fucked up to numb the hurt I felt today
I open up, I'm breaking down
And they just up the dosage now
Now I can't tell how I should feel
Was that the pills or was it real
I was stuck at Kinderheim 511
Dinner time
Put your jacket on it's 3AM right now it's sinner time
I start to lose track of my name
And everyone around me goes insane
I'm scared know my life's at stake
Cause of the monster with no name
Was I ever even real
I really don't know how to feel
Know this pain has gotten real
And girl I'm gonna need you to heal
Right now really wanna die
I just got such a twisted mind
I could hear your voice I'm crying out just listen now for mine
Some things they can never change and one of those is that your mine
I'll do anything and everything to keep you feeling fine
I've been running from my past it's catching up so now I die
My mind is flashing back to every time that you were by my side
It's awkward I can't find the words to say
I struggle trying to hide my hurt today
What if I went back to my grave
I'm not real so how could I be saved
I think I'll just get so fucked up to numb the hurt I felt today
I open up, I'm breaking down
And they just up the dosage now
Now I can't tell how I should feel
Was that the pills or was it real
I was stuck at Kinderheim 511
Dinner time
Put your jacket on it's 3AM right now it's sinner time
I start to lose track of my name
And everyone around me goes insane
I'm scared know my life's at stake
Cause of the monster with no name
Was I ever even real
I really don't know how to feel
Know this pain has gotten real
And girl I'm gonna need you to heal
Right now really wanna die
I just got such a twisted mind
I could hear your voice I'm crying out just listen now for mine
Some things they can never change and one of those is that your mine
I'll do anything and everything to keep you feeling fine
I've been running from my past it's catching up so now I die
My mind is flashing back to every time that you were by my side
The monster looking for me keep on running find a place to hide

Written by:
Elijah Van Amstel

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