Vazzy - Knew Better

And I been tryna find myself
I haven't been that lucky
I been feeling like I'm stuck here
I been feeling like I'm by myself
You tell me that you love me
That you put no one above me
And that's something I should pride myself
I move with such precision, how the fuck I even get here
I don't understand the life I've built
But you could say I'm lying if I told you that I like it
And I been on the low now
Mama says I'm driving way too fast I gotta slow down
I been tryna figure every step on every road now
I been writing daily every syllable and pronoun
Walk into my house and feel like everything's a ghost town
Peace of mind is needed
I feel so defeated someone tell me what's the reason
Lost my train of thought and now I'm lost with no direction
Misery loves company, depression is my best friend
Wonder why it feels like I am always so much less than
Everybody else and
This shit is a sickness
Why do I feel different
Why does no one listen
I have been so anxious
I just never say shit
I wish I knew better
I wish I'd do better
But for now I'll be just fine
Ohh
I wish I knew better
I wish I'd do better
But for now I'll be just fine
Ohh
And I been problematic
Mama I'm so sorry for the way that I been acting
I been so uptight and full of anger bout the past tense
I could not imagine how I'd live without my family
I just wanna prove that I am everything I can be
I remember when I use smile in every picture
Now I only smile when I'm chilling with the homies
Half the time it's fake I hope to God they know the difference
Cause that means they love me, dawg I'm truly never lonely
Tryna be more homely
I been drinking water like a fish
Been feeling healthy and it feels like I am growing
I been in control of how I feel and it's amazing
I been tryna work on everyday communication
I don't try to stress about the petty and the bitch shit
I just try to focus on the people that I live with
The people I would die for
The people I would lie for
The people who I've cried to
I wish I knew better
I wish I'd do better
But for now I'll be just fine
Ohh
I wish I knew better
I wish I'd do better
But for now I'll be just fine
Ohh

Written by:
Robert Vazquez

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