ApexLeon - Lost At Sea

They say these drugs feel like Novocain
But I ain't got no insurance I'm feeling all the pain
What happens when capital save a-hoe needs to be saved
And these Lois Lanes don't remember my name
Walking down Loners Lane
Making no noise like I'm speaking in lowercase
My shit ain't getting no plays
My friends all in my face
Asking for support but they don't reciprocate
I mean that's a risk you take
No need to slit your wrists and take your own life
I'm sitting home nights
Just trying to hone my skills
Making sure the flows nice
Fresher than old spice
Alright
But I'm lost at sea
I'm lacking all philosophy
All alone
I guess that's how I gotta be
Shit I guess that's how I gotta be
And they don't think about me when I'm home
So what makes you think they gone think about you when you gone
Severing old ties
They need to pay me a severance
These bitches sinning
Guess they know all dogs go to heaven
But I been simping hoping I can get a chance to get with them
Gassing hoes
Get left on open like I'm 7/11
Might end it all and dance on the stairway to heaven
Cause nothing fine in this life of mine
This little light of mine ain't shine in a long time
Lost my mind chasing riches
Lost my riches chasing bitches
Lost my bitches chasing
Wait
I ain't had them in the first place
I stay home
Can barely make it first base
Mad that I ain't get this on the first take
All gas and no breaks
Drive like a nigga chasing first place
Chasing first place
But I'm lost at sea
I'm lacking all philosophy
All alone
I guess that's how I gotta be
Shit I guess that's how I gotta be
These niggas finna hate me for the shit I'm spitting
But the way I see it, it's just the views of an adolescent
The lessons that I've learned
Know you probably won't listen
Just keep the record spinning
And just hope that it hit them
It's a simple setting
A world where kids having kids
Where you judge yourself on how much these nigga liking your pics
Everybody trynna stand out, that's how you fit in
Stressed out wanna make your parents proud
Hair falls out again
I guess it is what it is
Trust is harder to give
Not all these snakes tend to hiss
Your friend's friends ain't your friends
Even your friends ain't your friends
So you're alone in the end just like you were to begin
Some kids living in sin
Praying God'll forgive
They say prayer can help
Barely believe in yourself so you just stuck in the pit
Getting throwed like a Discus
Now your actions is 'ignant
You just playing pretend
Exhausted and Agnostic don't know where this gon end
I don't know when this gon end
But I'm lost at sea
I'm lacking all philosophy
All alone
I guess that's how I gotta be
Shit I guess that's how I gotta be
I'm lost at sea
Lacking all philosophy
I don't know what to believe
I hope God'll talk to me
To me

Written by:
Christopher Yarde

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