Delusional Steven - Late Night Envisions

I've been having late night envisions lately
I don't know what to do about it baby
Every night I'm going crazy
I just hope you love me
Every night I'm thinking of crazy things
The beautiful voice she sings
And all these terrifying things
Like in my head
I see my dad holding me dead
I'm not too loose and not too strong
Waiting for that day to come, like where'd you go wrong?
And everything is so fucking wild man
Like I wish I could understand
Why we exist in this place
I sometimes forget why I taste
Then I realize it makes me smile
And I'm down in the deep end for awhile
Hanging out until my death kicks in
I'm fucked up on drugs again
Where'd you hear that my friend?
I heard it while hanging out in oblivion
My teeth move and I make sure I'm alive and well
Never mind, I hope I go to hell
I'm mixing the right amount together now
Might fuck around and put myself down
I think it's a lie I tell
Putting myself in front of the bullet, I fell
It's way too deep
And just like the mountain into your heart, the hills way too steep
I gotta move onto the next, everything is out of my reach
Please let my sins go and love me for good
Do what you love, and live the way you should
I've been having late night envisions lately
Every night I'm going crazy
I don't know what to do about it baby
I just hope you love me
I see me dying soon
Nothing to say about me in bloom
The person I am is beautiful and I know that
I've known of many beautiful people, and I want them back
This pain is too hard to handle
Can't feel anything, I'm burning my fingers on a candle
I need a good time
Before I run out of time
And everything is so bleak in my mind
I'm wasting these days away by myself
But nobody needs my help
And I say these words over and over again like I'm insane
But I am insane
I expect this pain
To just disappear and go away
I have nothing better to say
Except that I'm trying
And each time I say that I'm lying
I'm always high and flying
It gets scarier everyday I live
I'm sorry beautiful, there's nothing left to give
I've been having late night envisions lately
Every night I'm going crazy
I don't know what to do about it baby
I just hope you love me
I've been having late night envisions lately

Written by:
Steven Nesser

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