Jeff Porter, Teathetruth - Leave It in the Past (feat. David Ryan)

Another notch on the belt, another heartbreak is felt
No, I cannot change, I threw that all in the well
I'll be fine by myself, you won't care if I'm not
So I bid you farewell, now I'm taking this shot
But what's it cost, I'm calling you constantly and now im blocked
I'm drinking until anxiety is stopped
I guess I've been trying to drown out all these thoughts, uh
My past trauma causin' rash decisions
It doesn't mix well with the alcoholic beverage sipping
I had a mission, uhh, to be the one you're missing
I love your existence, I'm sorry that I didn't listen
And that I'm uncommitted, I still got a lot of feelings, animosity
Do I love her still, well yeah probably
Back then it felt like she hit the lottery
And now she cringing every time she got a thought of me
It was way back then, now I leave it in the past
Now I hold my head and leave it all up on the track
And I'ma make it all work, cause everything don't last
Everyone who left my life, know they all came back
I'ma take all of my time, I'm getting ready
All this pressure on my mind, know it stay gettin' heavy
If I got you, you already, I keep movin' goin' steady
And you give me all these reasons, that's why I can't act friendly
So many reasons I can frown lately
Feelin like I could really just drown lately
Yeah, I think I really miss my ex-girl
Lately feelin' like it's next after next girl
Til I realize that she really not the best girl
Another day out here living in Jeff's world
Just a mic and a pen, no wife and some kids
Even though I feel like there's so much that I can give
It's ironic, seems like there ain't much life to live
He got an attitude he used to be the nicest kid
I've been working on my craft, I'm really nice with this
A new journey that I'm taking and I'm hyped for this
You can keep it homie, I don't need your newest take
Desperate for these views til you really blue up in the face
Raise a glass in the air if you can relate
Kinda crazy what I really do with a loop and bass
It was way back then, now I leave it in the past
Now I hold my head and leave it all up on the track
And I'ma make it all work, cause everything don't last
Everyone who left my life, know they all came back
I'ma take all of my time, I'm getting ready
All this pressure on my mind, know it stay gettin' heavy
If I got you, you already, I keep movin' goin' steady
And you give me all these reasons, that's why I can't act friendly

Written by:
David Ryan, Jeff Porter

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