Christian 21 - LEAVING

I never thought I'd be the one
Baby, you gave up on us
Even if our love was everything I wanted
Keeping me alive all this time
I never thought I'd find someone like you
Forgive you for the hell you put me through
This isn't easy, you gotta believe me
I never thought I'd be the one
Who's leaving
She's the one that keeps me alive
Through the pain and trauma, I wanna die
Putting so much heart and so much time
If I said that, it never would've worked, but I
I'm tired of the loving
I'm tired of the pain
I'm tired, my heart won't hear this time
No way
Could you ever imagine loving someone that'd have turned so senseless
It's been a long year since I got my last fix
Texting on the phone just to end up crying
Tension's getting high and anxiety's been creeping in
I don't wanna love just to end up losing
I'm tired of failing up with the love that I'm proving
I never see the real me, so they end up leaving
That's not something to be proud of
Just wish we could last another season
I'm so damn tired of this torment
Using my heart for it to end up broken
I guess that's something for me to indulge in
I never thought I'd be the one
To find love
And lose it as soon as I get it
I never thought I'd be the one
Baby, you gave up on us
Even if our love was everything I wanted
Keeping me alive all this time
I never thought I'd find someone like you
Forgive you for the hell you put me through
This isn't easy
You gotta believe me
I never thought I'd be the one
Who's leaving
(You)
Wake up every morning thinking I'ma have a bad day
Uploading my thoughts from my brain like a A.K
I don't know what else to do but maintain
I wish I had a sedative to calm my brain
I can never stop thinking it's an endless loop
I need some help, please call in the troops
I'm done with the drug that the devils took
I don't need no love, so play me like a fool
What do you do when you feel like you're about to lose
Lose your mind, lose yourself and your family too
I'ma cry for help while I'm falling to my doom
This song's nothing like what I usually do
I'm better than what I used to be
The difference is I do this for me, not you
I make music for the broken, note that too
Without a outlet, what do you do
I'ma slow it down and catch my breath
Before I catch a halo
My life is an endless amount of torment
But I know I am alive, so I'ma live on
I never thought I'd be the one
Baby, you gave up on us
Even if our love was everything I wanted
Keeping me alive all this time
I never thought I'd find someone like you
Forgive you for the hell you put me through
This isn't easy, you gotta believe me
I never thought I'd be the one
Who's leaving

Written by:
Christian Pettigrew

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