J-RAA - Live From My Closet

Live from my closet
Never would've thought that
I'd be with the bosses
Hanging with the rawest
It's a lot to process
When you in the darkness
Don't care what the cost is
Even in my coffin
Don't care if they like this
I'm just tryna digest
All this pain in my chest
If I don't I might just
No stop thinking like this
Gotta fight like Tigress
I don't need a license
Pour the pain out my pen
I'm a rose that's boutta blossom
Never tryna see rock bottom
My lines are like bombs no Sadam
I'm about to pass up all 'em
Homies be like "Yo you awesome"
But I can't shake off the thought of
People saying "Yo you garbage"
All them trolls I can't acknowledge
This life gonna be a movie
Ain't no has been I'm a to be
'Member I was catching cooties
Back then I was nothing to these
Bitches now they show they boobies
I ain't gonna take no oopsies
I'ma be a shining ruby
Lord I know that is my duty

Look, like
I know that I'm not a Godsend
Or any like, anything like that y'know?
I just, I-I wanna make an impact
I wanna be the one that people go to to help them feel happy y'know?
Fuck it
Lay down the next verse

Not just tryna chase the money I just wanna live
Maybe if I get that money I could buy a crib
I'm just tryna help my buddies by theyself some din'
I know I be sounding funny when I talk like this
Who am I to think that I'ma make it to the top?
Opposite of SAINt JHN I don't really need a yacht
People can't control me because I am no robot
Ain't no 21 but I know this gon' take a lot
Outta me undoubtedly and I might lose a part of me
Honestly not tryna be just used for someones shopping spree
Gotta be a prodigy and ain't nobody stopping me
Flawed I see don't copy me because I might just flop and be
Nothing to these wack clowns
But I'll never back down
If you wait you'll find out
Make it out the trap house
I ain't gonna lay down
I ain't gon' be background
Getting bitches hype now
This a sport I try out
Ain't no baseball
Star like Akon
Tech N9ne I'ma peel off my old skin like face off
Ain't no fake talk
I won't play God
Promise I'ma lay down more than just some lame bars
I won't be the new Kendrick
If I do then that's sick
Tryna help the people that just wanna end it
Leave 'em with a love message
Heal the scars on the wrist
If I don't then maybe they'll just try and give it up quick

Look
I've been through Hell and back
Y'know like I, I tried to kill myself last year
There's no darker darkness than that
But look where I'm at now
You can be happy too
Trust

But I won't stop
You can fuck off
Don't need blowjobs
To know I'm on top
Feel like Feiton
Opps won't last long
Insecurities gone
I'ma rep my block
Ain't no chess pawn
I'ma take on
All you fuckers
Blood is what you cough
All of y'all were taught
To treat me like a crop
That is what I'm not
You can call me RAA

Written by:
Jacob Rau

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