John Anthony - Livin' The Life

Yeah
Picture a pattern of people just batterin' you like a batter, it never compares
I just feel like people swingin' upside of my head
And it's like I get fucked in the rear
Shit is confusin' but I am just takin' my pieces and puzzle 'em there
Fuck do I care?
Me and hip hop, a dysfunctional pair
Just try'na get my career up in the air
I just feel like I be driftin' away
Maybe I'm driftin' insane
Fuck all the shit, if I'm takin' a break
I'm a do it whenever I feel like I may
I don't need no one to tell me when I should be walkin' away
I'm doin' my thing
Young boy, you losin' your head in the game
Who even cares, the feelin' is great
'Cause I be up so high
That I can reach the sky
That's why I know I'm just livin' the life
'Cause I just feel so alive
That I can't waste no time
And that's why I know I'm just livin' the life
Yeah
They like say boy, man how you really not big?
You can tell that you really meant for this
God damn, if I had a mother fuckin' fan
I can probably get bigger than anything I've did
But fuck that shit, I'm a man of steel
Somedays, I don't think time with heal
Call me a liar for try'na say that shit
But honestly I don't even know what's real
Man, I feel like I'm poised, comin' up inside the game with a voice
But I'm unemployed and don't have a choice
This is the job that I want but avoids me
Every time that I just try to go join
Everyday I just be blockin' the noise
But I just can't seem to get it outta my head so
Let me get right to the point
'Cause I be flippin' the page
Shit never stays, everyday is gonna change
Do I complain? Give 'em a taste of everything that I can bring
Fuck all the shit, I'll say it again bitch, yeah fuck all the shit
Everything lit
And if we cannot match, than you can go suck on a dick
I ain't try'na be a rude mother fucker, I'm just try'na be as real as I can
Gave you a reason to hate me when you heard the Chronicles
No wonder I don't have fans
I guess in somedays I gotta be the bad guy to even be the man, this is who I am
And I guess this how it gon' be, shit is just outta my hands 'cause
'Cause I be up so high
That I can reach the sky
That's why I know I'm just livin' the life
'Cause I just feel so alive
That I can't waste no time
And that's why I know I'm just livin' the life
Yeah
Boy, you rich or fame? Nah my fame ain't rich
I think I should quit, the fuck with that, you wish
I don't got nothin' to lose, expect if I'm shootin' my shot and I miss
Oh shit, I don't think I can do it, only got like one bullet to hit
I don't have a reason I should imply, so fuck it I'll try
Hand me the Wilson, let's give it a shot if we might
Oh fuck my life, I missed, shit
Lemme just go and retry, oh wait that's right
I don't have another bullet so I guess it's goodbye
No more writin' all the rhymes, relax man, I'm only lyin'
'Cause even if I fail, I don't really think I could walk away
Spent a lot of days, matter fact lot of years, just try'na make some type of wave
And the funny thing about is, I can see myself around forty-eight
Droppin' bars, bet you I would still be great
When that times comes, we can all debate
But the only way that I get to that point is if I get somewhere now today
So I gotta pray, not a holy man but just fuck it, I'm a do all it takes
I got so much shit to say
If you stickin' with me then you better stay
If there's any fakes, I'm a throw you out
I don't got times to play any games
'Cause I be up so high
That I can reach the sky
That's why I know I'm just livin' the life
'Cause I just feel so alive
That I can't waste no time
And that's why I know I'm just livin' the life

Written by:
Anthony Grandinetti

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