Kered - Lo-Sci-Fi

If I could focus my anger and rage
Into meaningful thoughts and words on a page
Then maybe one day I could then use a stage
As a safe place to get away from this box
A safe way to detox
Cause I can find no escape
There's no way to cope
It's so insane that you dopes
Are so okay with wasting your thoughts

You just do what you're told
Then you wonder where your life went when you're old?
That's a dream being sold, but I'm not gonna fold
I'm breaking my mold, remaking my road
Then taking my own path into the who knows
Going straight for my new goals
Getting hate for my true soul
Which is okay, I'll just face this J that I'll soon roll

I only focus on a few things, man
What to sing, what to think
When's the next time I'm gonna see my shrink?
And then my obvious things
Like my medication, meditation, then the dedication
It's taking when I'm making these creations
Shaking myself until some education results
From the good ass vibrations
Of the frequency I'm on
I don't think you freaks would get along
Very well with me because I'm not
What everyone sees, I'm really very odd
And honestly, I don't think I belong
Modestly, I write these songs
Audibly to right these wrongs
Broccoli all in the bong
To help myself keep calm, but

I'm just a person, and I am still learning
How to get myself through life
And I'm earning respect
For myself, man, I am still learning
How not to neglect myself in the morning
And how to make your hearts move
If you aren't bloomed, but you start soon
Then you aren't doomed
But you aren't gonna blossom in dark rooms
Don't argue

I am a musician, I'm not a magician
I can't make your depression disappear
Just make decisions to have no restrictions
You can do anything that you want here
But you might have to face all of your fears
And you might have to fake all of your tears
I'm 21 years, feel 81, dear
How does one kid got so much knowledge between ones ears

Especially when he dropped college after one year
Cause music told him
"Come here, and transform me into a career"
"Don't waste thousands of your funds here"
"You're not learning anything that you want, KERED"
"And it's so clear that your dumb peers
Think you're just weird, so cut them off
Here's some shears"

Something I've been thinking about
If I was right above your house
Flying around on a red dragon
Would you finally be proud
And say you're happy for me now?
Or would you frown
And scream at me till I came down?

I don't know, man
I don't know
But it's nonstop
So I can't stop these thoughts because
I'm bound to lose my mind
If I don't sound right how I'd like
Cause I do this on my own
So I'm my own right hand
Like damn

I don't care about your thoughts about me
If they're good or not
And I don't care what you say about me
I've been through a lot
If you think that you can hurt me
You cannot
My soul was burning when I wrote this song
Just know that turning on me is so beyond the wrong move
My mind's too strong for you

What's next factually?
X actually, is exactly
Why I started doing this
Take a step back, please
I won't act like these cool kids
It's not happening
Call most of y'all's music crappening
You sound so bad it's so sad to see
What's happening?
You sound like my dad, don't get mad at me
He said he's bad at the music, so it's saddening

Cause it's useless to do shit with music if you just
Speak truth less ideas to the youth, but won't prove it
Let us stone to death all the producers that use us
Abuse us, reduce us to nothing, reuse us
Time to get ahead of those snakes like Medusa
They treat us like plastic, consume us
They're the ones acting
I'm not done lashing out from my medulla
But I gotta cool it

For I throw a fit like my clothes and shit
Then I go to rip my shirt, expose my nips
Go berserk, oh shit, I done slipped up
And poured cyanide in the lying eyes
Of the lying guys fool idolize
And if green is high and blue means cry
Then cyan I'd say is how I feel inside most the time

Lo-Sci-Fi

Written by:
Derek Tharp

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