Jkng - LONELY THOUGHTS

Early morning I've been tryna heed the warnings
God has just laid out for me he's looking from the balcony
But I still know the eagles soaring and everything that seems important
Is falling out from under me they going pound for pound for me
They cursing my name I might end up like David
Where my bath with Bathsheba ain't they cleansing that they make it
It's really The darkest wishes that Carry that harshest sentence
And I'm asking for repentance asking if I really meant it
Who's been pulling out the rug while I'm falling down no one has been calling Me
So now I have to call em out, where have I been
I really just fell, you can't make up all those lies we know that your
Feelings will tell, you say you're moving on we know you're
Living in hell, Burning through the lake of fire while they
Tryna make me silent, I don't think I'll go so quiet cause you
Know I gotta find it, Find the holy grail, they all tryna
Post the bail while they still in the Holding cell, say you know I
Know it well, records that's broken on a daily
I've been so confused but lately I'm knowing that someone made me
And if I'm made in the image and I came through the sentence that
They sentenced me to I won't give the devil his due
Everything in due time, things been going south for me
And I really wish I knew why, all my foes might prove why
If you find a Judas kissing you instead of always dissing you
Then this supper might be your last I'll get the bread and the juice
They tryna play the joker with a broken hand, the plotting on my downfall
But I already know the plan, the peace that a coward makes
Is not the one a soldier can, Consider this a
Warning just to never shake the burning hand, or you'll burn
Cause Sunday morning man I was Sunday mourning
Making me requisition everything that I thought important
I woke up dead inside the same day that Jesus rose
Felt like I saw the ending that I already seen before
And then you just left, man you left me all alone when
I gave you my best, you even ate the scraps and then you
Fed me the rest, I thought we would make it passed when they
Gave us the test, man you shot me point blank when I
Gave you a vest, listen I am just the part of you
That only wants the best for you, everyone around you left and
Then you went and left me too, when you walked into that room you know
I was standing next to you, when you felt you couldn't breathe man
I was the only breath for you, I was created in the anger just so I
Could pay the debt for you, I never told you lies when
They all wouldn't tell the truth, when you couldn't stand the flames no more
I would go and melt for you, I played the hands that were dealt to you
But now you wanna kill me too

Written by:
Joseph Bates

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