Sayntt - Losing It

It's obvious they don't want me to win
Everything's falling apart I'm on my third bottle of Gin
Baby mama is a bitch and she's stressing me out
Should've followed my first mind nutted up in her mouth
Now I can't see my daughter it's pulling me out of order
Everything I flip my wallet see her face it gets harder
And I'm a good father different from the normal
But it seems like my life is catching up to karma
Gotta move on the first light bill due
My car wreck no insurance my cellphone through
They say you can pick your friends but not your family
Playing truth or dare with God he keep daring me
Headed down the same road no body there for me
Solo I'd probably been signed and that's what's tearing me
What I made this bed so fuck it I'll lay in it
The pain got me teary eyed so my eyes stay tinted
And who's to trust when my friends are snakes
So I erase that thin line between love and hate
Torn between my kids family and the music
No Nike in my life so I just can't do it
And even when I got a grub I still loose it
I know it's bad luck even though I can't prove it
Take a look at my eyes and see that I'm stressed lately
Slimming up cause I'm eating a lot less lately
No clubs I don't leave my place
Give me a full bottle of vodka and I'll be straight shit
Then I sleep more then I'm awake
I don't even wash my face stay bummy for the day
I just drink until the bottom of the bottle clear
My life fucked up and my thought ringing in my ear
I'm just another soul lost
Looking for my chance to shine like Randy Moss
But I ain't make it to the Super Bowl
And if god don't give me a sign then I'm next to go
Cause I am to blame no games you can have my life
I'd rather shower in acid rain man
Cause done tried my hardest and I failed
When I needed help the most everybody bailed
Got an ice box where my heart used to be
And pile of rocks where thoughts used to sleep
Gotta locked door where my love used to meet
Plus a black hole where my eyes used to see
Vision in life, life without stress
But the only way to live stress free is death

So know when you win you gotta settle for less
You gonna meet you maker whether your sinning or blessed
And remember I'm trying my hardest
But it seem like I'm losing regardless
I'm losing regardless

Written by:
Christopher Mitchell

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