HELENA JAY - losing me

You're delusional
Thinking I would wait for you
Thinking I was saving myself for you
You fooled me too many times
So best believe that last time was the last time

You didn't know if you really loved me, really wanted me, needed me
Or if you really cared
I cried my last tear last year
After year six, baby, I was so through with it
You had my mind gone
Thought I was so strong
But you broke me, left me feeling so empty

Tired of the back and forth, tired of the games
Baby, why you keep putting me through all of this pain
I gave myself to you, I gave everything
I was so ready for you to give me that ring
I held it down but you ain't hold it down for me
I was ride or die but I'm so tired of dying
I had to learn self-control, it's not my fault
You had to lose me to know that you loved me, yea
(That you loved me)
That you could love me, yea
(That you could love me)
That you could trust me, (that you could trust me)
You're just not for me

You would manipulate me then play the victim baby
It's really time for your eviction
Out my heart, out my mind, out my life
How could I be so selfish for choosing me when I ain't wanna lose me
All you did was use me when I was selfless
Talking bout its OV, that's OK, be safe
I don't want you anyway

Tired of the back and forth, tired of the games
Baby, why you keep putting me through all of this pain
I gave myself to you, I gave everything
I was so ready for you to give me that ring
I held it down but you ain't hold it down for me
I was ride or die but I'm so tired of dying
I had to learn self-control, it's not my fault
You had to lose me to know that you loved me, yea
That you could love me
That you could trust me
You're just not for me
You're losing me

Written by:
Jada Willis

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