Truly Jamez - Losing My Mind

Yea
Make sure you check on the ones you love you know
You never know whats going through their mind
Yea look
Lately I been so detached
My mind fading and I feel my heart turnin black
It’s like I’m on a journey through hell there’s no way I’m turnin back
As I contemplate my future I’m thinkin about my past
Back when I had I no bills
Runnin round lookin for thrills
Bumpin mac up in my room before he lost his life to pills
Dam I was just a kid yea
That was when I had no worries just rockin my favorite Nikes
Kool-aid and frozen pizza what was in my stomach nightly
I remember growin up shit I thought that I was clever
Senior Skip Day was a day I’ll always treasure
Chillin with the homies not a care in the world it was the Best Day Ever uh
Now I’m older and I got a taste of this reality
Tell the truth it got me itchin like some fucken allergies yea
I’m allergic to this bullshit it got me goin through
Seein my days through deja-vu
Everyday my life devalue with shit that my demons make me do and put me through
I’m just broken and bleedin I’m dyin Inside
But I Never show it yea I got too much pride
I’ll never forget lookin up in the sky who was there and who wasn’t yea I’m callin out God
Lately I been going through it
I been I been losing my mind
Shit I don’t know if I can do this
I been I been losing track of time
I’ve been telling everybody that I’m just fine
Reaper knockin at the door like you’re up next in line
Lately I been losing I been losing track of time
Lately I been lately I been losing my mind
Yea
I been lost inside my mind
I been feelin so confined
I broke my watch a couple weeks ago but I’m still ahead of my time
I wish I could rewind
Slow my life down and do it a little better
Cuz lately I been feelin like Bobby yea I been under pressure
I just don’t wanta fade away
I’m scared of the world takin my life away like a valet
Been on my toes like ballet
This pain I cannot outweigh
I’m holdin on to burnt out endings like a fucken ash trey
Reaper been teasin my death lately like some foreplay
I just wonder what my future holds
All I know is I’m makin my lane and breakin the mold
I don’t gotta do what the rest of the world has been doin
Stressin over books and assignments my life is this music
I ain’t knockin those who strivin for that piece of paper
All I’m sayin is it ain’t for me I’m meant for better
Yea
Lately I been going through it
I been I been losing my mind
Shit I don’t know if I can do this
I been I been losing track of time
I’ve been telling everybody that I’m just fine
Reaper knockin at the door like you’re up next in line
Lately I been losing I been losing track of time
Lately I been lately I been losing my mind
Lately I been going through it
I been I been losing my mind
Shit I don’t know if I can do this
I been I been losing track of time
I’ve been telling everybody that I’m just fine
Reaper knockin at the door like you’re up next in line
Lately I been losing I been losing track of time
Lately I been lately I been losing my mind
Yea I been going through it I feel like I’m just losin my mind
I spend my time searchin but don’t really know what I’ll find
Yea lately I been losin been losin I been losin losin my mind

Written by:
JJ Ramirez Jr

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