Billy Grimes - Losing You

I'm losing myself again  
There's no way I'm in Hell again
There's no way I'm the elephant
To hell with the pain I feel
I am not settling
To hell with the stress I feel
Imma keep pedaling
Don't ask how I feel
When I got my headphones in
Cause I'm raising hell again
The demons won't die
Unless I choose to settle them
So i'm on the edge again
I done be careful with things I feel
Just know I won't say it unless that it's real
I'm tired of losing myself in these pills
Tired of making a song just to feel
Something
When me and you split I think I killed
Something
And now I

I think I'm losing you
I think I'm losing
I think I'm losing you
I think I'm losing
You you you
Tell me where go, tell me what to do
I'm out here on the edge and I'm afraid of losing you

I think I'm dying inside
I think I'm living a lie
I think I'm losing my mind
I think I'm losing myself again
I think I'm really done thinking this time
I no longer care how you feel bout this
I think I'm taking what's mine
Talking to you's just a waste of my time
I'd rather sit down and write
I'd rather pen how I feel
I'd rather talk to a mic
All of ya'll can take a seat
Don't try to turn off a light
Who are you to disrespect
Someone who taught you to fight
I'm coming straight for the hearts
I'm coming straight for the charts
I bout to cop me a rover
I'm bout to cop me a mill
I'm bout to pop me a pill
I'm bout to turn up and drink
I got to sit down and think
Cause that isn't me
But those are the feelings I've had since you left
I choose to do this to us
I'm sorry I couldn't trust
But all that we did was just
I can't even finish that sentence
I had to finish repenting
The love that I gave you I can't take it back
The rest of my love is devoted to rap
And I don't need a friend tryna read me a map
Everybody wanna tell me how you do  it
They ain't ever even did it
Everybody wanna give an opinion
Everybody want a song that is trending
Everybody wanna talk but not listen
I ain't ever gonna switch on my self
Don't you ever say I changed
You became someone else
Yeah
You became something else
That was outlandish
I couldn't stand it
Give up this life for a girl
That will not happen
I'm tryna change whole world
That's got to happen
Anybody wanna come in my lane
I will not have it
I'm going savage
II'm coming straight for the top
I gotta have it
Enough being humble
That ain't a habit
I dropped out of school
I'll make it rapping
One way or another
I'm dropping this album
I'll do it with out you
Don't need you around me
I'm back on my grind again
I'm out my mind but i feel i'm in it
Yes i got time cause i don't have to spend it on you anymore
How can 9 months just get thrown out the door
I guess since I fell for you
You stepping over me
If i wanna die
It's cause you hold the rope for me
And soon i'll be better
Well that's all i hope to be
Yeah that's what I hope to be
I'm glad that you better but
But you never broke for me
Just the next week it seemed you was over me
Cause Lexi had sent me a text
Told me to get out of limbo
Guess you moving on to the next
And i'm moving onto what's better for me
I'll read this letter for you
But i wrote this letter for me
I wrote this so you could see
Just how i've been feeling
Call me the bad guy
Cause i'll be a villain
Who only spits truth
I thought i was losing me
Nah, i'm  only losing you

Written by:
Billy Grimes

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