Soldier Mac - Lost Innocence

Is this too much, is this too far
To spit about it on a beat, its time to deal with past
I'm talking instances that shaped me involving heart
This girl she really had me pacing with foreign charm
You know that girl that really makes it, past meeting mum
The one who's patience always kept you from feeling done
Its time to empty up my pockets, come clean for once
So I can show you that I'm sorry for whats been and done
Year 10 locking eyes it was mesmerising
This angel looking back souls connect, flying
Sparks hitting off them walls flame was ignited
Never ever had a drug that was this vibrant
We were strong had a bond, hence the deep bars
Crucial age for developing in this life
The confidence you gave me came from deep lines
If only I could rewind when I did lie
When a heart break it don't break even
Better to have loved than loved the loss healing
Innocence is lost when love is lost keep it
Banging on my chest till I meet Jesus
When a heart break it don't break even
Better to have loved than loved the loss healing
Innocence is lost when love is lost keep it
Banging on my chest till I meet Jesus
Dont get me wrong there were many times many lies
In my head walking round shielding thoughts from demon sounds
The way I only knew, no matter what I had to move
Living life young and free until I wondered bout the truth
Then it send me in a spin, full reflect cycle
Now I know how it ended caused exact cycle
Of how I didn't want to live now it sits silent
How I yearn to make it feel like it sits vibrant
I'm wiping my face off in the rain dog
You are you not your body choose to pray more
Why I can't simply move on because my souls torn
I wasn't good at showing or portraying my emotions
I hope to sing about the songs where we connected
Even just to say I'm sorry wish you well again not text it
Message bounced back many times but I just stay
Cool clam and collected
When a heart break it don't break even
Better to have loved than loved the loss healing
Innocence is lost when love is lost keep it
Banging on my chest till I meet Jesus
When a heart break it don't break even
Better to have loved than loved the loss healing
Innocence is lost when love is lost keep it
Banging on my chest till I meet Jesus
And If you ever need to vent I am right here no disrespect
If you listen to this song and judge not you miss but the rest
To conclude my thoughts I live my life whilst vocalising the steps
When you think of me in life it should be known I tried to mend
Even when the artillery comes and dark descends
Know that Jesus rules and he can guide you straight through your quest
And that's facts coming from the man he's guiding on true
Learn your own lessons at your pace I'm praying for you

Written by:
Rhys MacFarlane

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