Ben Shipley - Lost My Mind (feat. Maddie Gebhardt)

Hold on
I tell myself
But it's all gone
Standing by a pile of burning ashes
All I want is to go back

But I know you're a villain
I know you are the nightmare I've been chasing
And every single breath I take is poison
This twisted game is over

But is this really what you want
To leave me in the dark
All the things you said were lies
And I'm paralyzed
Is this really what you want
My body's growing numb
I'm in love with sacrifice
And I'm running out of life

I didn't wanna hurt you
But every single choice I make has virtue
Every single time I want to hate you
The thought of leaving leaves me black and blue

But after all I failed
Didn't I?
I'm on my way to jail for the rest of my life
And you will always have the upper hand
There's nothing left for me to take a stand on

But is this really what I want
To leave you in the dark
All the things I said were lies
And I'm paralyzed
Is this really what I want
My body's growing numb
I'm in love with sacrifice
And I'm running out of life

I've lost all faith in me
Every time I say goodbye
I die a little more inside
Do you remember anything
Or was it all a dream
Am I still fast asleep

Is this really what you want
Now all my hope is lost
Every time I think I'm fine
It gets dark inside
Is this really what you want
My world is all but gone
It feels like moments till I die
I've got no more life
I've lost my mind
I've lost my mind (Is this really what I want)
It feels like all I've done is lie
I've got no more life
I've lost my mind

Written by:
Benjamin Shipley

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