Elijah Stultz - Lost Myself

Sleepless, but I've been dreaming
I'm feeling like I can't keep this up
Stare in the mirror, looking back at me
Is the face of the man that I don't want to see
He hates who he is in his reality
I'm feeling trapped inside, what happened

Please don't walk away
I've been so scared, so scared for me

I lost myself in the rear view
Can't look ahead, no I ain't got a clear view
Made my bed and I hate this place
Filled with regrets, oh God I really need you
Lost myself in a past life
No way to tell which way my path lies
Always thought that I'd see the day I'd see the light
But I lost myself this time

Moments come and go
When I kind of feel hopeful
But just like that I'm back in the mindset
Hope is gone, either dead or it's hiding
Try and try 'til I'm tired of trying
Tired of life when I'm dying inside

Just please don't walk away
I've been so scared, so scared for me

I lost myself in the rear view
Can't look ahead, no I ain't got a clear view
Made my bed and I hate this place
Filled with regrets, oh God I really need you
Lost myself in a past life
No way to tell which way my path lies
Always thought that I'd see the day I'd see the light
But I lost myself this time
I lost myself this time
I lost myself this time
I lost myself this time
I lost myself this time

Same story, it's probably getting boring
But nevertheless I wrestle the mess that I've been recording
And everything that I stress over always impacting more of me
Try to control my thoughts but I'm never gaining seniority
It's killing me so to speak
But I bury it, tongue in cheek
'Cause I carry it back with me
Kind of scary how tactfully
It can very well damage me
If I let it, or let it be
But no matter the reverie
I'm not finding a remedy, no

I lost myself in the rear view
Can't look ahead, no I ain't got a clear view
Made my bed and I hate this place
Filled with regrets, oh God I really need you
Lost myself in a past life
No way to tell which way my path lies
Always thought that I'd see the day I'd see the light
But I lost myself this time

I lost myself in the rear view
Can't look ahead, no I ain't got a clear view
Made my bed and I hate this place
Filled with regrets, oh God I really need you
Lost myself in a past life
No way to tell which way my path lies
Always thought that I'd see the day I'd see the light
But I lost myself this time
I lost myself this time
I lost myself this time
I lost myself this time
I lost myself this time

Written by:
Elijah Stultz

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