Wavier - Lost Thoughts (Intro)

I don't think i ever got the chance to tell you how i feel what's on my mind
I still remember nights where i was contemplating suicide
I'm tired of holding in my thoughts
I feel like i should tell somebody
Every night I'm praying to the Lord you know i need his guidance
I know i wouldn't be the man i am if it weren't for my mama
Even though we had had our problems you always found a way to solve them
You know if it hadn't been for you i wouldn't of went to college
Locking up my book that's full of verses treat it like my bible
Feel like i can't trust my partners
Cause too many let me down
I'm watching who i keep around
You cross me once i cross you out
Forgive you but i can't forget the shit you did
So when you call me cause you need me I'll be out of reach
I might be somewhere overseas
Imma be living out my dreams
This how I'm coping with the pain, lost in my thoughts going insane
Talked to the shrink at 17
Same age i started making plays
And now I'm playing with them P's, wait till I'm balling every season
(yeah)

Stab me in my back then double back me i won't let it happen
Matter fact I'm talking less you know I'm about my action
Lately i been stressed
I know I'm blessed so I keep pushing past it
Phone on dnd cause i don't wanna be disturbed i just want peace of mind
And i know the clock is ticking so i ain't wasting time (time)
Pardon me and I'm so sorry if you get left behind
Just know you got to guard your heart because this world is slimy
Shit ain't a game this is a shame you heard bout what's a name (what's a name)
No i don't wanna hear that shit again
I'm only 20 but got friends that ain't going to see my age
Keep getting lost inside my thoughts feel like it never ends
(yeah)
Just had to get this shit off my mind
Its like 3am and i don't got nobody to talk to

Written by:
Bryce Washington

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