Frontline Family - Lost

I always asked myself, could I have made a difference
Would I have caused resistance
To the way you went up missing
Could I have been the one to change the way your life Depicted
Would you have listened? Man Should've stepped in but I didn't
Nowadays my stomach turns every time your name is mentioned
I act like I'm cool and pay it minimal attention
But in my heart and soul I'm kicking, screaming for the fixes
Cuz you're slowly leaving this earth, I can feel your grip is slipping
Never in a thousand years did I think we'd see this issue
I can't belive you let the crystal dominate and get you
Till this day I'm astounded by way it made you fold
Unbelievable, your one of the smartest I've ever known
Perhaps I have some fault for the times that I had dealt with frustration of you changing I didn't hear your cries for help
Instead I let it be, stepped so you could move along
Assuming you're intellect would come around and prove me wrong
Since then I'm soul searching, so nervous,
Dragging this cold burden
What is the answer to the way you live, what is the sole purpose?
You had respect across the map, you were a known person
But nowadays you seem to hide behind a Stone curtain
Yeah I act pissed about it, but inside I'm really broken bro
Emotional, the Overdose had gotten you're mind comatose
We always told just to let it go
But now it's taken over, will you ever breakthrough, no one knows...
So I don't wanna hear I'm sorry
I just don't understand your reasons
We all have demons
I know you're feeling lost and alone
And I'm always wondering where my friend has gone
So I don't wanna hear I'm sorry
I'll never understand your reasons
But we all have demons
I tried, But you left anyways, till this day
So it's best if you conceal it
I don't wanna hear it
I should've stopped you when I had the chance
Now I gotta watch in disgust on how this situation has advanced
Such potential in you, life had so much to offer
But you took it all for granted man you didn't even bother
So Ungrateful,
The fact I have to say this is so painful
I contradict my heart
I love you so much that I hate you
I can't accept the fact on what this crystal shit has made you
And you're so far along the wrath of can't even tame you
What happened? You went from having class to acting so sporadic
Living backwards now a menace and a Meth addict
The change in your appearance is dramatic
It's soDrastic
Your soul was left abandoned Since you formed this fucking habit
You may not believe me but when you stepped it hurt me heavily
And I hate the way you chose to turned your back
So disrespectfully
I wish you'd come back and I put that on everything
But the damage that you've cost
Makes me feel your fucking dead to me.
So I don't wanna hear I'm sorry
I just don't understand your reasons,
We all have demons
I know you're feeling lost and alone
And I'm always wondering where my friend has gone
So I don't wanna hear I'm sorry
I'll never understand your reasons
But we all have demons
I tried, But you left anyways, till this day
So it's best if you conceal it
I don't wanna hear it

Written by:
David Vasquez

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