Gee $uade - Lost

I’m trynna get you out my system
But these symptoms of reminiscing leave no wisdom
I think I am in need of assistance
I am on a mission I’m just trynna shake the addiction
But with my prescriptions I don’t know exactly what I’m missing
Everybody now a days they cheating on somebody else
I ain’t the type to tie you down bitch I’m the type to tape your legs
Dump your body in the trunk catch me cruising by the feds
As they gone try and chase me down I’m gonna drive-’em off a ledge
I got two things on my mind one is suicide
You could run and hide but ain’t nobody leaving here alive
No more mr nice guy who is barely getting by
I’ll roll a dime in two and hope that it’ll get me through the night
See I be broke as fuck and my car is always breaking down
Single father cause I have never been fun to be around
Never hit the town cause you know I’m always on a budget
You would never catch me in the club even if I wasn’t
I let you in and I don’t know what I was thinking
Something I could not believe but then it happened for reason
Trying to figure out exactly why but I don’t have the slightest clue
I guess to teach a lesson and in time I’ll know what to do
For now I’ll roll blunt upset suppressing all the memories
Until the day that I forget thinking if you remember me
I’ll never trust a single soul I don’t wanna leave my home
I don’t know I’m why I came but I think it’s better if I go
I feel like I cannot escape my own anxiety
I tend to zone out cause everybody wanna lie to me
This what happens if you do not fit in with society
The homie Illah G is Nevada state property
And I know people who be posted cross the border
That I’ll never see again because the homies got deported
That’s how you live you’re either rotting in a cell
Or you walk the weathered weary streets thinking you in hell
You stupid bitch I give you everything I had
Then you threw it all away and now you got me feeling sad
Because I really cared about you and I thought you were the one
I did everything I could but I guess it wasn’t enough
So to cope with the emotions dump the poison in the potion
Taking pills and snorting coke until my brain stops working
Every single day I’m waking up my lungs are always hurting
Cause I smoke a pack a day and that has always been for certain
I will always feel the pain that is followed by my anger
And it hasn’t gone away that’s how I know I am in danger and
I know that something gotta change but I do not know where to start
Fall apart right out the door yet I don’t even make it far
Go to work unmotivated working hard is overrated
Reasons we be congregated cause we under compensated
Life is always complicated always make me agitated
That’s why I be getting faded cause I’m always aggravated

Written by:
Giovanny Nava

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