Jake LaCoste - Lost

I've been lost down an old back road
I've been searching, searching my soul
I've been lost thinking I'm alone
I've been searching searching my soul

Waking up from a hangover cocaine n vodka
Depression running down my mind
Neglect my kids my wife and my problems
Three day binge I'm crying
Cuz i don't wanna be this monster
Day filled with lies cuz my wife keeps telling me stop it
But i'm focused on the party
Tryna find another scene that's popping
Or a drug addict friend to buy another gram
So i can have some addict options
Never even think about death
Tootin up a gram like nothing
Im staring out the window every scares me
Cuz i'm thinking that the cops is coming
Is this real, I don't have a clue
how the fuck i really feel
Can't seem to chill now i can't seem to deal
Twelve hours since my last meal
But only ten minutes from my last line
Used to be such a stand up guy
Now i'm feeling like i gotta glass spine

I've been lost down n old back road
I've been searching, searching my soul
I've been lost thinking I'm alone
I've been searching searching my soul

Whoa that's a whole Lotta snow
Feel the frostbite on my nose
Feeling lost don't know where to go
Pouring out a bottle got me pouring out my soul
Conjuring the monsters so they overthrow my morals
Ingesting poison spiral down turmoil
Plant my toes in the ground on firm soil
But my heads in the clouds make my brain cells boil
Snake squeezing so tight around my neck coiled
I definitely fucked up royal
The only person really loved me I was disloyal
Life went up in smoke like coke on foil
O' Lord Now i'm tryna mend shit
Can't help that My actions relentless
Now I'm Searching for repentance
But can't be mad if its not accepted
The devil definitely had a death wish
But I escaped before being breathless
But my mistakes made me dead sick
Can't believe I betrayed the one that best fits
Fuck I can't take back what I just did
Contemplating why I exist
But I couldn't plan out my exit
Naw I couldn't plan out my mother fucking exit

I've been lost down n old back road
I've been searching, searching my soul
I've been lost thinking I'm alone
I've been searching searching my soul

Written by:
ADAM BRADLEY ALLSBROOKS, JACOB JOHN CAYO

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