Lil JJ Reynolds - Lost Cause

The scent of stress that's in my blood is the reek of death
Am I dying slowly?, take a peak 'thru my flesh
Is my blood green or red?, am I better off dead?
Shattered dreams shredded up in the shredder with my dreaded head
Meds in my bed are crushed up, water spilt
On my pillows, bedsheets, clock is ticking, losing sleep
Why the fuck should I bother to even carry on
If my brain doesn't care enough to carry on?
Fearless towards death like I am next to be the scary Don
Revenge on all of my enemies, it's a Carrie song
Beware of me, as I switch to the twisted side
A side of me that no one knew would be so mystified
Live or die?, it's undecided, I don't care for either side
In between life and death like an angel and a devil fight
For what it's worth, I'm betting all costs
That I'll be cremated in the fall, I'm a lost cause
Lost cause, lost cause, feeling lost again
Lost cause, lost cause, could this be the end?
Lost cause, lost cause, nowhere for me to go
Nowhere for me to go, I got nowhere to go
Lost cause, lost cause, feeling lost again
Lost cause, lost cause, could this be the end?
Am I lost cause?
My brain painted a portrait of how it plans to die out
Meanwhile, my anxiety's asking what I'm so shy about
In the public, I receive cold stares
People laugh at my hair, my appearance, clothes I wear
Most of all, my personality they don't seem to get
I'm a failure, what you expect?, I'm retrieving regrets
To succeed where it's less of opportunities to grab
I was born to be cursed, to be pursued to be a mad individual
A sad visual that's never seen
I'd be raped by people's schemes, man, if I was never mean
Me against the whole world, no togethers, no teams
Wishing I was never born is forever the dream
But I'm wide awake in this nightmare, life isn't fair
So why the fuck am I here?, plan to disappear like the air
To feel no more depression, stress, pain, flaws, and all
So when I die, just call me "The Lost Cause"
Lost cause, lost cause, feeling lost again
Lost cause, lost cause, could this be the end?
Lost cause, lost cause, nowhere for me to go
Nowhere for me to go, I got nowhere to go
Lost cause, lost cause, feeling lost again
Lost cause, lost cause, could this be the end?
Am I lost cause?

Written by:
Jordan Reynolds

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