Nick Austin - Love to Hate

You ask if I'm okay I say that I've been stressing a lot
But I can't tell you what that means if I don't know where to start
Another fucking "here's to you"
I'll leave you in charge
Of how my night ends up and you aren't even here in this bar (fuck)
When nothing changes, nothing changes, we're the way that we are
So all the lines in your face
Turn in to lines in these songs
We hit right on the mark
The way it always has to end when someone seizes the heart
And we don't even talk
A cancer growing slowly in the part we evolve
You're not alone until you're not alone and feel alone, huh
The way we made it makes the way it has to be, after all
We are the reason that it is the way it is, I'm in awe
Of how the mind can do the things the soul believes might be wrong
The habits outweigh the tragic beliefs we installed
Feel the walking paradox I walk with (walk with)
Feel the walking paradox I walk with (God)
You are who I grew to know to love to hate
(You are who I grew to know to love to hate)
You are who I grew to know to love to hate
(You are who I grew to know to love to hate)
You are who I grew to know to love to hate
(You are who I grew to know to love to hate)
You are who I grew to know to love to hate
(You are who I grew to know to love to hate)
Some things are better off buried deep in the silence
I'm getting sick of people thinking I'm in need of their guidance
When all I want is to be left alone, they feed off defiance
I guess I'm fucked if I get out the house for once in my life then
I'm not here for you to like me, want a friend? Buy a dog
If you find me let me know, I'm somewhere back in the fog
My best thinking got me here so maybe, yeah, after all
I'm not so good at tryna function cause I barely evolve
I'm not living how I should I'm fucking up what I touch
Everything I see around me makes me think of some slut
It's way too dark to see the future, so for now I stay up
And pray to god I don't delete the me I know that he wants (oops)
Bleeding out and bruised, leave me broken and cut
Fuck your feelings, you done lost the ones you needed to love
Fuck your feelings, you done kept the ones you need to be stuck
You're not alone until you're not alone and feel alone huh (I guess not)
You are who I grew to know to love to hate
(You are who I grew to know to love to hate)
You are who I grew to know to love to hate
(You are who I grew to know to love to hate)
You are who I grew to know to love to hate
(You are who I grew to know to love to hate)
You are who I grew to know to love to hate
(You are who I grew to know to love to hate)
If I stop thinking I just die on the same spot
My tendencies destroy me, now these voices are my squad
I'm at odds, nodding to the music I spot flaws
And drop bombs to try and claw me out from that one broad (fuck you)
Why, why what did I do to stay in this
We left one another to breathe, we needed space, God
My, my what a toxic relationship
You're meant for each other darling, two peas in a tide pod
Lately I've been tryna write without complaining
But the right that I maintain to bitch and moan about the state of
Where I am keeps me debating on the same equal frustrating
Page that's aiding in my waiting to create nothing
Equating to the degrading ratings that equate to no translating
Man and it's so berating what the fuck good is my therapy if delegating
Everything I learn is devastating
I'm just complicating till I'm activating how I'm detonating
(That's amazing)
You are who I grew to know to love to hate
(You are who I grew to know to love to hate)
You are who I grew to know to love to hate
(You are who I grew to know to love to hate)
You are who I grew to know to love to hate
(You are who I grew to know to love to hate)
You are who I grew to know to love to hate
(You are who I grew to know to love to hate)

Written by:
Nicholas Misiano

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