K Bibbles - M.T.A.F. (Message to All Friends)

I'm sayin' sorry if I've ever acted up, which I've done
And I'm sorry for the nights I didn't stop 'till there was none
I apologize, I'm tryna find the words to make it right
And I'd be lyin' if I told you that without you I'd be fine - cuz I'm not

I'd like to start by sayin' this
I'm not about to come at y'all with lame excuses
But I'd like to put perspective on abuses of my human
Talkin' 'bout the shit that's ruined every way I see so many fuckin' things
I feel like Truman
Upon further review, I took the time looking into myself
It helped, and now I'm seein' right through
Shoutout my crew, I'm missin' you dudes, you know I had to renew
Cuz all y'all knew that I was dying and it almost came true
I think it started back when I was just a junior
Pass class using humor, even baby boomers
Come to think of it I am remembering this rumor from middle school
My best friend started whom over time turned out to be a malignant tumor
Wish I knew sooner
A piece of shit in every sense from straight out of the sewer
OK, that topic's over with, save it for another spit
Don't get me started on the bitch we both have shit in common with

I'm sayin' sorry if I've ever acted up, which I've done
And I'm sorry for the nights I didn't stop 'till there was none
I apologize, I'm tryna find the words to make it right
And I'd be lyin' if I told you that without you I'd be fine - cuz I'm not

I'll save it for later, but let's just say once we were done
he broke the code and promptly went right on to date her
That's when I started getting faded, I was drifting away
Seemed like the only escape, act like my life was in shape - nope!
When it wasn't, drinkin' bottle after bottle
And forgetting I had mushrooms, I was actin' so disgusting
And worst part is that I knew it, but I numbed myself
Cuz I'd been goin' through it, I'm a loser, yeah, I'm stupid
When it came to chicks, already told you briefly 'bout the first
But god damn, it got worse
I'd need like 600 more verses to explain to you this curse
All of the reason for this hurt, there's not a nurse that can define it
Or a purse with all the money, cop the click remote, rewind it
And now I know that's not the road I wanna go
I'm cutting people out my life that want no part of me to grow
A simple process, but it's slow, this is my life that I own
I'm livin' different 'till they put me 6ft deep below
Tryna glow, stack some dough, help the problems of the poor
There's shit I gotta do before the day comes that I go
But I digress from my flow, only moments ago
I'm in a better place, I guess I'll leave it on that note

Written by:
Kyle Beebe

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