JayMentarii - MadWrld

I try my best to get out of bed
When I'm stuck in my head
But I just lay there instead
I'm hoping for a day this will end
It's getting hard to pretend
My days I'm starting to dread
Feels like I have no place inside this mad world
Happiness seems far away when will I feel again?
My days just mix together life has been a blur
Nothing can cure this emptiness I feel within
Yeah
Lately my thoughts got me going insane
Too much trauma weighing heavy on brain
Abusing substance just not hitting the same
Yeah
Thoughts of suicide I can't entertain
Tryna free myself from these mental chains
Wanna ask for help but I can't seem to explain
Cause my feelings just never seem to turn to words
Don't wanna hear people complain
My anxiety makes me feel I'm a burden
So I just try to refrain
I hate feeling this way all my thoughts they be killing me don't think this shit is humane
Feels every day the devil be willing me to take a dive in the flames
He told me my life was a game
Hate that I'm always the one to blame
Went through hell and ain't come out the same
I try my best to get out of bed
When I'm stuck in my head
But I just lay there instead
I'm hoping for a day this will end
It's getting hard to pretend
My days I'm starting to dread
Feels like I have no place inside this mad world
Happiness seems far away when will I feel again?
My days just mix together life has been a blur
Nothing can cure this emptiness I feel within

Written by:
Justin Mason

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